I promise to myself…………………..
That all has meaning…………………..
There is something behind all that happen…………………..
And I don’t know that meaning…………………..
But I should believe that meaning…………………..
And I should accept all…………………..
That happen…………………..
That way…………………..
All will calm…………………..
Heart will calm…………………..
Heart will surrender…………………..
Heart will accept…………………..
But sometimes I forget…………………..
Trigger by situation…………………..
Get angry…………………..
To all…………………..
Make me dizzy…………………..
Heart will not calm…………………..
And all is destroyed…………………..
Meanwhile…………………..
In the end…………………..
I will see…………………..
In fact…………………..
All runs well…………………..
And in fact…………………..
I should go through all that process …………………..
Monday, December 4, 2017
Many times…………………..
I promise to myself…………………..
That all has meaning…………………..
There is something behind all that happen…………………..
And I don’t know that meaning…………………..
But I should believe that meaning…………………..
And I should accept all…………………..
That happen…………………..
That way…………………..
All will calm…………………..
Heart will calm…………………..
Heart will surrender…………………..
Heart will accept…………………..
But sometimes I forget…………………..
Trigger by situation…………………..
Get angry…………………..
To all…………………..
Make me dizzy…………………..
Heart will not calm…………………..
And all is destroyed…………………..
Meanwhile…………………..
In the end…………………..
I will see…………………..
In fact…………………..
All runs well…………………..
And in fact…………………..
I should go through all that process …………………..
The longer I stay…………………..
Sometimes I just wonder…………………..
What the hell happen…………………..
Never get satisfied…………………..
If I had The one…………………..
Then I will see the other more interesting…………………..
Then I will get bored with this…………………..
The one that I have…………………..
And I will chase that…………………..
The new one that look more interesting…………………..
And if I get that…………………..
It will happen again…………………..
For sometimes…………………..
The new one will make me bored…………………..
And I will chase the other…………………..
Again and again…………………..
Stupid me…………………..
Very idiot …………………..













