Monday, December 5, 2016

Take me home.......................

You give me a lot of pressures....................... I cant handle this....................... You think i can....................... I think i cant....................... This is hard....................... Really hard....................... And i am complaining again....................... I just realize that....................... I hate that....................... I am afraid....................... I do that a lot....................... I must be strong....................... Coz you are with me....................... All the time’.......................

Not swimming.......................

Too many reasons....................... Too late....................... Too hot....................... Hate myself for this....................... Fuck....................... Damn....................... Will not do that again....................... Promise myself....................... May god help me....................... Discipline me....................... Guard me....................... Protect me....................... Mold me....................... Make me....................... Carve me....................... To be beautiful.......................

Hating the place.......................

The close....................... The dirt....................... The smell....................... Let do fast....................... Everything in a hurry....................... Then run away....................... To other place....................... To beautiful place....................... To make me happy....................... To make me smile....................... To make me laugh....................... Lets do that....................... Lets go....................... Dont stop.......................

Angry creature.......................

On the d day....................... There is a call in the morning....................... Want to join but not complete the requirement yet....................... I say no....................... The reality....................... On the d day....................... On the reception....................... Without me knowing....................... Many non reqirement....................... Accepted by them....................... Am i wrong....................... There will be solution....................... Always....................... There is problem....................... There is a way....................... God creates everything in couple....................... The problem is coupled with solution....................... So let it go....................... Just wait and see....................... Dont think it too much....................... It will hurt you.......................

Thank you students.......................

For being nice today....................... I dont know how....................... But all of you are nice....................... Suddenly....................... Out of the blue....................... Not like usual....................... It is unusual....................... But it makes me happy....................... Extra ordinary....................... Out of the box....................... Hope it will last....................... Till the end....................... I pray for you....................... Your future will be bright....................... You will graduate on time....................... You will get good job....................... You will marry happily....................... And you will carry this knowledge....................... For as long as you live....................... I hope it is useful....................... I am learning it too....................... I am not the master of it.......................

Saturday, December 3, 2016

2 des 16 jumat.................

Ikip................. Pul gasik................. Bca................. Kos................. Omahbaru................. Jalan2 survei gang................. Pijet................. Wrg................. Bhsl ps................. Allahuakbar.................

1 des 16 kamis.................

Ikip................. Ora ngajar................. Rapat................. Cimb................. Kos................. Bengkel................. Kos................. Bhsl ps................. Omahbaru................. Allahuakbar.................