Monday, September 26, 2016

The nice man.....................

Nice story..................... Not like that video..................... God creates kindness..................... God loves kindness..................... I want kindness..................... But it is rare..................... The world full of shit..................... A lot of hurts..................... Bad people is everywhere..................... I want to be good..................... And i want to be contageous..................... So i can change them..................... Change the world.....................

The nice kid.....................

I used to be like him..................... Solve everything with kindness..................... Only know black and white..................... Not anymore..................... There are a lot of grey areas..................... And the input from outside..................... Make me question everything..................... It is not as simple as it used to be..................... Everything is complicated..................... Many factors in it..................... Mostly bad ones..................... The hate controls the world.....................

Ara ata nada.....................

Hope he is fine..................... I think he is moving there..................... With his new husband..................... With his new job..................... With his new love..................... With his new life..................... Hope he is happy..................... And can make me happy too..................... When i need him..................... When i am sad..................... When i need company..................... It has been a very long..................... Up and down relation..................... God with us.....................

The lost memory.....................

I am losing it..................... Oh my god..................... I know i have it..................... I give sign in my hand..................... But i cant remember it..................... And it is very annoying..................... I want to know..................... What was that..................... What should i do..................... Something is wrong..................... Really wrong..................... I should do something..................... But i dont know what it is..................... Damn.....................

The weird man.....................

He serves well..................... But he gets distraction..................... He loves it more..................... Than giving a good service..................... Really weird..................... Something about him..................... Very annoying..................... Dont know what it is..................... Dont know why..................... But my heart feels it..................... I am sure something is wrong..................... Something is not right.....................

The people.....................

The full booked..................... But the favourite place it is..................... Love the design..................... Love the situation..................... The layout the price..................... Love the aura..................... But sometimes it is packed..................... And i dont like it..................... Now i force myself to love it..................... Love them..................... Love all of them..................... No matter what..................... Maybe there is someone..................... Among them for me..................... Sent from up above..................... Just for me..................... Hope it is real.....................

The eat.....................

Hate it..................... When you cant control yourself..................... Want to lose the desire..................... To all of them..................... So i can be what i want..................... Feeling empty..................... All the time..................... Love the sick..................... Loved them all the time..................... But now..................... Got easily weak..................... It is all in the brain..................... I should know it..................... It is all imagination..................... I will kill them.....................