Monday, September 18, 2017

Stress maker……………………

The lap is suddenly death…………………… In the middle of my work…………………… I don’t save them all…………………… All works are gone…………………… Damn…………………… Sore throat…………………… The pain goes through the ear…………………… Weird…………………… Remember the old days…………………… When I was in elementary…………………… I remember to swallow fish bone…………………… And it feels it stuck in my throat…………………… So I connect them all…………………… This one…………………… It feels like that…………………… Painful…………………… Weird…………………… Want to insert my hand to my throat…………………… And just take the fish bone ……………………

Sunday, September 17, 2017

But it think this is not the earth thing…………………..

This is a heaven thing………………….. This is your area………………….. With this program………………….. I will be good in English………………….. After that I will teach English better………………….. Thus the kids got good in english………………….. Thus the kids can get good jobs………………….. Thus in other words I help them………………….. Helping is your thing………………….. So this is also your program …………………..

But not anymore…………………..

The one is becoming more important………………….. But all is your plan………………….. I surrender………………….. I still apply for this one………………….. If I get through………………….. I do this first………………….. Then you………………….. If I don’t get through………………….. Then I directly go to you …………………..

If there is nobody…………………..

He will be bad’………………….. Act bad………………….. Talk bad………………….. Everything bad………………….. I don’t know………………….. I cant grasp it………………….. But something is bad about him………………….. May god help him…………………..

Being confident to pass…………………..

I want to pass………………….. With his blessing………………….. With his permission………………….. So be it………………….. I will pass………………….. And will be far away from all evils………………….. That exists here………………….. So I will get another program………………….. Of my won………………….. Being very thin………………….. Coz nobody will force me to eat………………….. All the time …………………..

The Philippine…………………..

Remember………………….. There were many movies from there………………….. But I cant find it now………………….. So many cute things…………………..………………….. Want to eat them all………………….. Crazy stupid bitch………………….. What sound is it………………….. Very annoying………………….. Disturbing………………….. I cant hear her………………….. She is good………………….. Her English………………….. It makes me enjoy her presentation………………….. New knowledge………………….. About money………………….. Saving …………………..

Sore throat…………………..

Stomach ache………………….. It has been for some days………………….. I have been to the doctor………………….. I had taken the medicines………………….. But it is not healed………………….. The thought………………….. Because of the water………………….. Because of what they say………………….. Thus I think negatively………………….. But I am afraid they are right………………….. So tomorrow I will not buy again………………….. The ones like yesterday………………….. Changing to others………………….. Maybe it will heal me………………….. Make me healthy………………….. Make me not sick………………….. Bismilah………………….. May god bless it …………………..