ultimate rule
i should stop dreaming
i should stop wanting to go around the world
i will just enjoying going around the world through youtube
the ones that make me jealous
and i should stop being jealous
it is their destiny
to be able going around the world
and this is my destiny
being trapped in one place for the rest of my life
and i should stop dreaming to study abroad
just preparing myself to study here
and being happy for that
and preparing study with my own money
and being happy for that
and stop dreaming to get grants from all kinds of sources
you make it very difficult for me to get that kind of thing
and i should force myself to be happy being in this environment
lets be happy
lets force myself to be happy
if he stop me for going around the world
lets go aroung this environment
lets find places in here
lets be happy here
lets maximize life here
but please
allow me to dislike you for a little bit
as i am trying so hard to love you
but it is extremely hard
and allow me to be sad sometimes
when the dreams suddenly comes to visit my brain
allow me to cry
as i imagine it will be excrutiating
in the end
i should force myself to love you
i should love you
i must love you
i have to love you
that is the rule
that is the ultimate rule
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