Tuesday, July 31, 2018

In group……………………

Mrsm talks about mrse…………………… How bad she gives guidance to students…………………… I feel bad…………………… I feel that she talks to me…………………… I feel that she takes me as bad as that…………………… And I am afraid…………………… That she talks bad behind my back…………………… It hurts…………………… The solution is…………………… Take it as critics…………………… Something to build you up…………………… Make you better……………………

Broken again……………………

What should I do…………………… Repair it…………………… But I did that…………………… And it broken again directly after the service…………………… Or should I buy a new one…………………… I don’t have money…………………… If I use this fund…………………… Will he replace it with another…………………… I am afraid…………………… My fund is limited…………………… The solution is don’t be afraid…………………… Use money for this…………………… This is good…………………… This is not bad…………………… This is not against his will…………………… I think he will help me ……………………

Wish can talk with my sis freely……………………

Wish had a lot of topics…………………… Stupid me…………………… The solution is…………………… Speak up…………………… Say anything that comes to your head…………………… Your mind…………………… Your brain…………………… It will be fine…………………… It will be alright…………………… It will be nice…………………… God will help…………………… Coz this is a good thing …

31 juli 18 selasa……………………

Kampus…………………… Pulgsk…………………… Wrg…………………… Pul…………………… Kursus stir…………………… Pul…………………… Sore ped…………………… Net…………………… Ngaji…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

30 juli 18 senen……………………

Kampus…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

29 juli 18 minggu……………………

Satri ke rumah…………………… Paragon nonton…………………… Maksi at ss…………………… Diantar satrio…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

28 juli 18 sabtu……………………

Kursus stir…………………… Belanja at superindo…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

27 juli 18 jumat……………………

Kampus…………………… Bank…………………… Pul…………………… Treadmill…………………… Ped…………………… Net…………………… Ngaji…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

26 juli 18 kamis……………………

Kampus…………………… Pulgsk…………………… Treadmill…………………… Klinik eror…………………… Wrg…………………… Klinik…………………… Apotik…………………… Atm…………………… Kursus stir…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

25 juli 18 rabu ……………..

…………………… Kmpus…………………… Pulgsk…………………… Sore kurus stir…………………… Ped…………………… Net…………………… Ngaji…………………… Allahuakbar……………………

Driving instructors………………..

Sharing their problems……………….. Bad boss……………….. Bad salary……………….. Bad management……………….. Cant help……………….. Just pray for them……………….. Hope boss is good……………….. Management will be good……………….. They will be happy……………….. Their family will be happy……………….. They will get bright future ………………..

Is it a feiend zone………………..

I think it is worse than that……………….. Cry inside……………….. Hope for more……………….. Gold digger……………….. He wants money in exchange for love service……………….. What the hell……………….. He disappear for a while……………….. New news……………….. He gets a new one……………….. I think he is richer than me……………….. He ignores me for days……………….. Now he contacts me just to tell me that……………….. That he gets a new one……………….. Hope he is happy……………….. Lets move on……………….. Lets not get heart broken……………….. Lets be happy……………….. Lets not think about him anymore ………………..

Study…………………….

Long story short……………………. When I was nearly 35……………………. In hurry coz they say the deadline is 35……………………. Apply everywhere……………………. All failed……………………. Then I know that the deadline is 40……………………. Calm……………………. Now I am almost 40……………………. Confused……………………. Afraid……………………. Hurry times two……………………. Try to apply again everywhere……………………. Hunting supervisor here and there……………………. All failed……………………. Now I change strategy……………………. Apply directly to campus……………………. I thought it was easy……………………. Open the web……………………. Fill the form……………………. Upload documents……………………. But it is not……………………. Difficult……………………. A lot of things……………………. Bismillah……………………. God……………………. Help me……………………. Please…………………….

Secretariat…………………….

A lot of people come and come again……………………. Disturbing my peace……………………. Disturbing my concentration……………………. Disturbing my work……………………. They want to take the certificate……………………. But they aren’t finished yet……………………. All because of the paper and design part……………………. Which is taken care of by mrw……………………. Snd I blsme mrw……………………. And I blame the person who assign mrw……………………. Mrj……………………. He chooses mrw coz he is cheap……………………. But it turns out to be troublemaker like this……………………. As such……………………. And I blame them both……………………. And I blame the registration part……………………. They got all the names wrong……………………. It become burden for me……………………. For my group……………………. Want to curse……………………. Want to scream……………………. Arghhhhhhhh…………………….

They change it again…………………….

Originally it was a two way……………………. Then they changed it into one way……………………. That caused troubles……………………. The pandanaran street become jammedv……………………. Then they change it back into two way……………………. Everything runs smoothly……………………. But suddenly there is an announcement……………………. They will change it again……………………. Into one way……………………. Oh my god……………………. It makes people confused……………………. Then I got negative thoughts……………………. They do it on purpose……………………. They want to make people confused……………………. If people confused……………………. They will break the law……………………. And the authority will take advantage of it……………………. There you go …………………….

She asked me to eat…………………….

But I refuse……………………. I hope she is okay……………………. coz I did see sis cooked……………………. and I am afraid……………………. being disturbance……………………. taking a lot of part of their meal……………………. and don’t do the chores……………………. so……………………. let it be……………………. don’t think about it too much……………………. just play the lappy……………………. the cell……………………. and wait for the praying teacher…………………….

Error lappy…………………….

Today it happens……………………. That day it happened……………………. I hate it……………………. But don’t be stressed……………………. I did bring my own cable……………………. So it is solved……………………. And thankfully……………………. The error stops……………………. Love it……………………. Thx u lord…………………….

Bad move…………………….

Broken broom……………………. My mistake……………………. I did see it……………………. But I didn’t move it……………………. And I step on it……………………. With my motorbike……………………. And it broke……………………. I thought it was a tough thing……………………. But it wasn’t……………………. Damn……………………. Got stressed……………………. Don’t be……………………. If they ask for replacement……………………. Then buy a new one……………………. If they don’t ask for it……………………. Then leave it be……………………. That is all……………………. Stop being stressed …………………….