Sunday, March 12, 2017

As if.............

The day will come............. So real............. Being afraid............. The message............. For everybody else............. Thx for everything............. For the love............. For the care............. For understanding me............. For being there for me............. For teaching me everything............. How to be good............. How to be nice............. How to cure the broken heart............. How to heal the pain in the heart............. Thx u for accompanying me............. For all these time............. For time when i am being bad............. Really bad............. I am sorry for the mistake i made............. I know i have a lot of mistakes............. I do know that............. Thx for forgiving me............. From the deepest of my heart............. I am sorry for all my wrongdoing.............

Writing theraphy.............

Read that............. The girl............. With the broken heart............. The sad story............. The sad writing............. Write a lot............. About the heart............. The losing............. The sickness............. The illness............. The pain............. And she said............. It is theraphy............. To heal herself............. Will do that............. Write a lot............. To heal myself.............

I remember.............

For a second............. I feel not want to do that............. As if i own this............. As if it is not yours............. But it is yours............. All is yours............. And i win............. Because of you............. Thank you............. I can defeat the devil............. I feel great............. And i will do that again............. With your help............. I want to be the winner again............. Against the devil............. Against all odd.............

All i ever do is receive.............

And you give a lot............. No matter what............. You never stop giving............. Is my turn now............. I will give............. Everything............. To you............. Everyone is you............. Everybody is you............. All is you............. I give it all............. You are the one............. You are my end............. You are my finish line............. And remember her............. The one that is so hard to handle............. And up to now i feel defeated............. I am sorry............. I want to be strong............. I will be strong............. To handle her............. With your help.............

There is time.............

I love you............. With all my heart............. Want to sacrifice for you............. With all my body and soul............. There is time............. You dont care about me............. You ignore me............. You avoid me............. You mock me............. My love............. My body and soul............. You ruin me............. There is time............. I go............. Leaving you............. Take my pain with me............. Take my scar with me............. In my silence............. There is time............. You fall in love with me............. But i no more............. Be there for you.............