30 juni 23 jumat
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allahuakbar
Friday, June 30, 2023
Thursday, June 29, 2023
never changing lane
suddenly
i assign to the part
suddenly
there is a problem
they force me to take care of it
without clues
i am confused
it seems they make me scapegoat
thankfully
there are angels
they give me clues
i can handle that
now i believe
there is him
there is angels
there is his people
around me
protect me
guide me
help me
love me
stupid me
i should run to him
always and always
again and again
never distract
never changing lane
will be succesful
what i want is
everything is ready now
we accept things now
we collect things starting now
and we will have it abundancely later
but it is not happening
it is not ready
it is not accepting
it is not receiving
it is not collecting
it is not compiling
just give it all to him
let him decide
i am afraid
we will get little
and they blame me
they make me scapegoat
lets pray
that that will not happen to me
everything will be fine
we will get many
we will be succeed
we will be succesful
Wednesday, June 28, 2023
they do they pace
what i want
everything in fast mode
all in my pace
but it does not
they do they pace
making me furious
at first
now
i dont care
but still hoping
if anything happen
they will not blame me
they will not make me the scapegoat
that is what i am afraid of
if we get little
if we get few
if there is not much
they will blame me
i hope not
so tight
remember that time
he allowed me with different color
i should take that color
it is rainbow time
it is colorful era
all colors matter
i should take it
stupid me
now it is forbidden door
i did ask permission
and they did not allow me
and i tried again just now
still
they di not allow me
it hurts a lot
i am bleeding inside
i am suffering
believe me
it squeezes my heart so tight
i cant breath
may he help me alwys
at my own pace
Feel distresses
Nowhere to go
And want to run away for tomorrow
That schedule is beyond my imagination
hope everything will be ok
need to be calm
need to do things
one by one
slowly
at my own pace
and pray to him
may he help always
may he be here always
may he accompany always
Tuesday, June 27, 2023
Monday, June 26, 2023
Sunday, June 25, 2023
Saturday, June 24, 2023
Friday, June 23, 2023
Thursday, June 22, 2023
Wednesday, June 21, 2023
Tuesday, June 20, 2023
Monday, June 19, 2023
the sound of black
Being graceful
In the hope of center of attention
Loot at me
Being handsome
Being firm
Being stern
All in all
Laughing to the left
Smiling to the right
Just about time
Surrounded by ghosts
Touching and caressing
Whispering the sound of black
up and up
the wrong place
bad mood on attack mode
destroying all the smiles
I think i know him
And maybe her
But i don't want to say it first
They should do it
Then what
Then chat
About what
About life
The up and up life
Go up and go up to the rainbow laid it's colorful soul
The soul that is always burning
Flaming blue
Disguise in itchy scratch
Screeching throat
Throbbing dance
The skillful persona
Masking in cloudy cloth
Sunday, June 18, 2023
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mijen
esdegan
rumahsubsidi
cafeeror
mall
masjid
pul
mlmwrg1
wrg2
allahuakbar
Saturday, June 17, 2023
Friday, June 16, 2023
Thursday, June 15, 2023
over me
Why is he here
Sitting next to me
I don't know why
But today i hate him a lot
Annoying
Disturbing
Irritating
Confusing
theay are trash
but you choose them over me
and it hurts a lot
why oh why
i dont understand
what is lack of me
there are many
retreating the question
Wednesday, June 14, 2023
Tuesday, June 13, 2023
Monday, June 12, 2023
Sunday, June 11, 2023
Just chaos in head
I am confused
The driver is silence
Like me
Not talking
Someone should start the chat
But i don't wanna
I have nothing
Just chaos in head
Bleeding brain
Full of maggots
Dancing beautifully
Saturday, June 10, 2023
Thursday, June 8, 2023
Wednesday, June 7, 2023
Tuesday, June 6, 2023
Monday, June 5, 2023
Colorful
that good man
Good
Try to chat with me
Try to have conversation with me
Try to mingle
that nice man
Just think positively
He sends him to my life with purposes
With meaning
With good intention
that wonderful person
Is also positive
Full of light
Full of color
Colorful
On the mode of rainbow
When everything fall to places
When everything fall into spots
for the unknown
It is heavy
It is sleepy
Want to close
Close to the water edge
The edge of tears
Tears dropping in the vein
Veins full of hearts
Hearts is on pink mode
Here is another job
Another task
Another assignment
Another not hurden
Don't see it as burden
Don't see it as negative
See it as positive
See it as his willing
He assigns me to this post
For hidden meaning
Hugging all the tears
: Don't u think it is enough
End then water
Pouring through all the bodies
Writing all the dreams
Stopping all the pulse
Vouching all the later
Walking and running
Under the rain
Splashing all the pools
Laughing all freely
Embracing the freedom
Welcoming the warmth
Hugging all the tears
Sunday, June 4, 2023
Saturday, June 3, 2023
Judging all above and beyond
: And here we go again
Very bad position
Don't like this
But must enjoy this
Everything has puspose
All has meaning
Including this
The meaning of angels
Wings of silver
Fly me to the moon
Where all the elves dance
Could you allow me to reside
Along with them
Along with gods
Judging all above and beyond
Underground of fire
In silence
Sweet and sour
Delicacies of the tongue
Come and go
The parting is good
For the medicine of the soul
Come what may
Where you and me just sit there
In silence
Falling gracefully
: Splashing the water edge
The green and the lantern
Shimmering through
Forth and back
In pendulum mode
Swaying beautifully
Falling gracefully
To the left of the heaven
To the right of the gate
Opening and cracking
Creek and bushes of the bath pool
At most awesome state
When everything is gone
Everything will be fine
Don't be the thing you hate
Be the thing you dream
At most awesome state
When hug is gold
Kiss is golden
Showering and glittering
Dancing in the rain
Friday, June 2, 2023
Thursday, June 1, 2023
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