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Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Slave
There are many s3 students in office. They like to ask help to me to translate their school material. And i can not say no. How stupid i am. Translation is not only about words, it is about CONTENT. I dont understand theit school. They are mathematics. I am language. This makes me depressed. First Nizar second Buche third Tarom fourth Intan. There is another problem. Mr wahyu asks me to make research. And i make the proposal. Then he takes the proposal because at the moment he conducts a research with mrs festi. That hurts a lot. Then mr pandi rejects my proposal to participate in seminar. I dont want to complain. I try to find what is the meaning behind all of this. Maybe those are signs for me to go away from pgri. I apply Pns. But there is error in my application. I am so stressed. They can look it at my face. They think i am stressed because of yayan’s marriage. WTH. WTF. It is nothing to do with that at all. Far from that. I have no place for her in my brain. It is so much other. Maybe lord will take me to Ausi in december. Maybe there wiill be good news in december. But i am very afraid there will be bad news. I just pray to the lord nothing bad will happen.
Mrbb
He tells others about his speciual power and i am in there. It feels as if he told that specifically to me. At first i ignore him. And then my brains works. It tells that this is the way how he threatens me. He wants to show off to me and others that he has special power and he will know everything done by others including me. That is why this is the way he is telling me not to mess with him. I just pray to the lord to protect me from all evil doing dedicated to me.
Mrgood
It has been twice. How foll i am. I will never have business with him again. Ever. Hope he gets what he deserves. Hope he gets what i get from him. The pain is in here.
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