I dont have experience..............

But i dont feel good about it.............. The memory.............. The good heaven-like event.............. Always comes back.............. It is stucked.............. Coz that was so damn amazing.............. Oh my god.............. I cant get it out of my head.............. Oh my god.............. This is scary.............. Oh my god.............. I am addicted.............. It is dangerous.............. The devils win..............

Lets do something..............

I think it is over.............. Then there is again.............. Got the heart beaten.............. Crazy head.............. Crazy road.............. Forgetting the med.............. Going insane.............. Love is a bitch.............. Really..............

You come..............

And i got so stressed.............. Alot.............. I smoke a lot.............. Not like usual.............. I rarely smoke.............. That is the sign.............. That i got depressed coz you are here.............. Oh my god.............. I want to get smashed.............. To get beaten up.............. Maybe the pain.............. Is not like this.............. Not even near..............