Monday, May 1, 2023

but then again

 







holy molly

forgetting things

making me cry inside out

wanting to go to the under world

with the help from icarus

flying me to the sun

using his wings enwrapping me

closing my eyelids

but then again

thinking about the nest step ahead of them being

wanting to make the plans that can be useful then

being afraid of the plan being not working

always helping the plan to go succeed

problem solved

in his awesome name


for the moment

 



got a little bit of it

in the name of him

being gratefull all the way

belssing from him

i think i deserve that much

i think i dont deserve more

for the moment

must make myself better first

it is true though

hoping he will think the same then

when i got myself better

getting myself shiner

getting myself purer

getting myself more positive

working hard

nevetr stop


back to me

 




 Him

ignoring friends

 But thx god

 He answer

 Before I had a lot of negative thoughts

 ThX god

 I break my mouth

 Want to tell a lot of shit

disgusting

i still learn to do things

hoping that lord understand it all

hoping that he will always lead me to the right path

hoping that i will always be positive

always having positive thoughts

always having positive attitude

always spreading positiveness around me

always receiving positiveness back to me


1 april 23 senen

 




1 april 23 senen

jkt

halbil

stasiunjktkota

otwsmg

allahuakbar


30 april 23 minggu

 




30 april 23 minggu

jkt

hotel

allahuakbar

29 april 23 sabtu

 




29 april 23 sabtu

jktlebakbulus

rsradjak

hotel

allahuakbar

28 april 23 jumat

 




28 april 23 jumat

kampus halbil

jumatan

mlmpoolbis

bnaskoro

otwjkt

allahuakbar