Thursday, March 21, 2019

I question myself…………………………………………………

am I worth it………………………………………………… do I deserve it………………………………………………… am I the right person for it………………………………………………… a lot of question………………………………………………… as I see many disagree for it………………………………………………… then I am confused………………………………………………… then I ask you………………………………………………… if I am worth it………………………………………………… then make me it………………………………………………… if I don’t deserve it………………………………………………… show me why………………………………………………… and help me make myself better …………………………………………………

should I break my relationship with them…………………………………………………

should I stay away from them………………………………………………… they seem bad………………………………………………… I don’t know why………………………………………………… this time it hurts a lot………………………………………………… not like any other day………………………………………………… lets pray………………………………………………… lets it slides………………………………………………… lets put it in his hands………………………………………………… I forget what I thought before………………………………………………… now I am afraid………………………………………………… lets him handle it………………………………………………… if I am it………………………………………………… make me the good leader………………………………………………… protect me from bad people………………………………………………… help me to work in your path………………………………………………… if I am not it………………………………………………… I hope the one who become it………………………………………………… will be your best choice ………………………………………………………

we like you unwillingly...........................................

we love you unwillingly........................................ we obey you unwillingly........................................ actually we do not like you........................................ we hate you........................................ please give me permission........................................ please give blessing........................................ please pray for mev........................................ if you allow me........................................ i will do my job as best as i can........................................ for the sake of the prosperity of everybody........................................ for the sake of everyone's need........................................ for the sake of everyone's deed........................................ i hope i am not incline to one side........................................ i hope i can do my job without considering only to one specific person........................................ i hope i can divide all the assignments to the right person........................................ with the right portion........................................