melodious fire

 

calling

calling god

calling lord

calling angels

calling fairies

calling loves

calling hopes

calling creatures

calling the invicibles forces

calling the air

to enable me to breath

to taste the scent of serene

to tackle all the pain

to cure all the tears

vehemently silent

to loud whisper in my skull

beat to the melodious fire

burning all the unprepared

gooey sensation

 

turning right

turning left

no brak at all

unstopable driving

all eyes on board

boarding the clouds

stay afloat above sanity

just laugh it off

just swallow it full

dont chew it

cont taste it

just let it slide inside you

all the gooey sensation

send you to the dancing floor

where your steps rythmically dictate all audience

borderless prison

 

it was not like before

no more apple for my lips

those rosy heart of person

not anymore close to this skin

far against the sky of hope

blackening the future of light

i should distance myself

miles of ill fill

just send myself to the borderless prison

heavenly happening

 

this hurt

i hope this sickness is way to put me in higher place

upgrade myself

as i force myself 

to handle id beautofully

accept it prettily

i should not be angry to have this

as he gives me this with hidden agenda

the agenda that i believe

heavenly happening

endless purposeful life

 

after healing

everything hurt

is the healing not blessed

but why

i need it

i should have it

i did work hard

fopr so many times

again and again

and i need my reward

and that was my reward

so dont htink negatively

it is all positive

it is a right thing to do so

giving myself serenity for the heart

admiring his beauty

for all his magnificent

grand and all

beyond the comprehension of heart

huge and marvellous

cant handle it

cant content it

just let it fly

to the sky

where horizon meet the angels

the wings flapping

creating all melodious sadness

endless purposeful life

13 jan 23 jumat

 

13 jan 23 jmt

alfa

wrg

mlmpijateror

allahuakbar

decades

 

god

it almost more than four decades

it is always like that

please help me

she traps me

i want to be free

please

let me be free

i know she talks to you

and i know her words are stronger than mine

but dont you think i deserve my freedom

i want to fly

across the world

visiting all places

heavenly nature that you create

btw

 

i heard your mom dies

because of cancer

congratz

btw

when will you get cancer

when will you die

that will be the nicest thing in life

hope you get it soon

heavenly color

just tear flowing down the cheeks

that the bone shows constant arrogant