16 april 23 minggu

 16 april 23 minggu

sorewrg

majt

alfa

pom

allahuakbar

Gasping for air

 

In the name of the greatest

Give me your grandness

So I can relate it all to you

Giving my all

To the duties I was assigned

The one that feel burdening me so much

Feeling in pain

Squeezing my chest so deep

Gasping for air

Releasing the sweats

Pouring the wholesome tears

Washing the colorful land

Poisoning the neighbors

Contaminating the community

Painting it all rainbow

Want to scream

 

my head hurt

So many things to do

And I procrastinate

It hurt a lot

It burdens my head so much

It kills me inside

Want to scream

Want to magically done all the things

Want everything finish all at once

Want to get spv easily

But never get that

This has been so long

And I never get the spv they want

I did get the spv I want

But it is personal

I can't use that for scholarship

And that hurts

Lord

Help me pls

Get me spv that they want

I promise I will work hard

I promise I will never give up

I promise I will accept all your decisions

As all your plan are good