.png)
i was drag
and i am highly self conscious
holy moly
it seems all eyes are on me
it was weird
i tried to let go of her grab
but i could not
i just let her drag me
from the last row
to the second row
usually
i go crazy because of this kind of thing
but now
i just let it be
i dont care
i try not to care
tho i still care
but not as much as it used to be
now i think differently
i react differently
because of those dreams
my unrealistic dreams
my unrealistic wishes
my crazy hopes
i dream to be famous
and be crazy rich
and it happens just now
in that kind of sense
maybe it is that
or maybe it is him
who forces me to act this way
to react this way
to think differently from before
as i got older
i should get wiser
but i dont think i reach that level yet
all in all
my way of thinking is just the same with the youngrr me
the kid version of me
