Want to help him still………………………………………….

But his words cut deep…………………………………………. Make me hot…………………………………………. Make me annoyed…………………………………………. Make me irritated…………………………………………. Make me angry…………………………………………. I am cursing inside…………………………………………. All become negative…………………………………………. And it is bad…………………………………………. It will give me negative too…………………………………………. To my life…………………………………………. So I must stay away…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. May he will get another help…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will allow me to help him somehow…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will make him understand…………………………………………. He will make him learn………………………………………….

And the letter too………………………………………….

Just let it be…………………………………………. If it means this way…………………………………………. Hence that…………………………………………. If it is file…………………………………………. I can print it by myself…………………………………………. If it is print…………………………………………. I can scan it by myself …………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. See it…………………………………………. Don’t need to be negative…………………………………………. All has solution…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will make me keep this attitude for the rest of my time…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will make me positive always…………………………………………. He will make me close to those who are positive…………………………………………. He will send me all the positives in the world ………………………………………….

Don’t be stupid………………………………………….

Different treatment…………………………………………. And it all makes sense…………………………………………. Ass licker…………………………………………. As he is the important one…………………………………………. The prominent one…………………………………………. The son of somebody with power …………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. May there is justice in this land…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. May there is justice for everybody…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will send justice all over the world ………………………………………….

About them………………………………………….

When they buy bag…………………………………………. They don’t tag me along…………………………………………. When they meet people…………………………………………. They don’t tag me along…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. Cant be negative…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. I will always be positive…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will take away this anger…………………………………………. He will take away this sadness ………………………………………….

I hope it is the right choice………………………………………….

Changing the money…………………………………………. Usa to Canada…………………………………………. I hope I can be thrifty…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. I will save a lot of money…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will help me to do so…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. I am able to control myself ………………………………………….

They talk about mrsd………………………………………….

Behind her back…………………………………………. Badmouth her…………………………………………. I am afraid…………………………………………. They do that to me too…………………………………………. Don’t be afraid…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. I hope they talk good about me…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. They will not talk bad about me…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. I will talk good about them…………………………………………. I will think good about them…………………………………………. I will be positive all the time…………………………………………. So he will send all positives to me ………………………………………….

It is disheartening………………………………………….

I want to be good…………………………………………. I don’t want to be bad…………………………………………. I don’t want to hurt others…………………………………………. I don’t want to be recognized by others…………………………………………. I just want to be recognized by you …………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. There is always sacrificing…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will make everything fine…………………………………………. He Is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. I will understand all of his…………………………………………. Somehow that seems impossible…………………………………………. Some of his make me very sad ………………………………………….

mrsa………………………………………….

being negative…………………………………………. about everything…………………………………………. the mall…………………………………………. the weather…………………………………………. the class…………………………………………. the guys…………………………………………. I must be strong…………………………………………. I cant get influenced…………………………………………. And pray for her as well…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. May he help her…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. She will be fine…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. In a away I am jealous…………………………………………. She looks calm…………………………………………. She looks don’t care about everything…………………………………………. She looks don’t care about this program…………………………………………. I think she has another place…………………………………………. That positively will accept her…………………………………………. Meanwhile…………………………………………. I am struggling here ………………………………………….

suddenly thinking………………………………………….

mrsx doesn’t want to meet us…………………………………………. got news from mrr…………………………………………. mrr got from mra…………………………………………. mra got from mrsx…………………………………………. that is that…………………………………………. while mrs and I had sent our proposal…………………………………………. did she think ours are that bad…………………………………………. may you help me…………………………………………. you contact her…………………………………………. I think I rarely pray nowadays…………………………………………. I think I don’t have time…………………………………………. Lord…………………………………………. No more excuses…………………………………………. Must do praying…………………………………………. Suddenly afraid…………………………………………. Will not get spv…………………………………………. Being rejected…………………………………………. Don’t go study here…………………………………………. Hiksssss…………………………………………. Worried…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. All is well…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will make me stay…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will give me spv…………………………………………. He will give me loa…………………………………………. He will give me grants…………………………………………. He will give me title…………………………………………. He will guard all the way there ………………………………………….

Mrr takes a break………………………………………….

Lord…………………………………………. Feeling hollow…………………………………………. I texted him…………………………………………. He didn’t reply…………………………………………. Ok then…………………………………………. No more sending messages…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. \we will be fine…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will make us fine…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. Both of us will be lovely in everything ………………………………………….

cooking………………………………………….

eating…………………………………………. washing…………………………………………. they take a long time to do those three…………………………………………. while I need my time to do my things…………………………………………. must be patient…………………………………………. in the name of lord…………………………………………. I hope I can finish all my things…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will allow me to do things…………………………………………. To finish things…………………………………………. And still having to socialize with them…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. All my things will be finished…………………………………………. We will get along wonderfully ………………………………………….

Going there at noon is bad………………………………………….

It is full…………………………………………. It is packed…………………………………………. It is crowded…………………………………………. And I am sleepy…………………………………………. Dear lord…………………………………………. While I go here to avoid bed…………………………………………. It is ok…………………………………………. Making it as an experience…………………………………………. No more repetition next time…………………………………………. Going here at weekend…………………………………………. Or at night…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. I want to go there often…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. He will take me there often…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will take me there…………………………………………. He will make me meet someone there…………………………………………. He will love me there…………………………………………. He will make it adventurous…………………………………………. He will make it advantageous ………………………………………….

fail to go to gym again………………………………………….

I hope there is still time in this program…………………………………………. I hope I can go there before the program ends…………………………………………. In the name of lord…………………………………………. May he help me to go there…………………………………………. If he allows…………………………………………. May he allow me to go there…………………………………………. He is the greatest…………………………………………. He will make miracles…………………………………………. He will take me there…………………………………………. And he will make me meet someone there…………………………………………. He will give a lot of benefits there…………………………………………. He will make everything there positive ……………………………………………….

28 nov 19 kamis ………………………………….

Spencer………………………………. Edu building………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………….

27 nov 19 rabu …………………………………….

Kampus pasca…………………………………. Bank…………………………………. Pul…………………………………. Spencer…………………………………. Belanja with Juanita aldo arin susi…………………………………. Io…………………………………. Pul…………………………………. Sobey w arin…………………………………. Allahuakbar………………………………….

26 nov 19 selasa……………………………………..

Kampus sit in………………………………. Pul………………………………. Spencer………………………………. Geo center………………………………. Pul? ………………………………. Village mall………………………………. Allahuakbar……………………………….

25 nov 19 senen …………………………………………..

Io………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………….. Perpus…………………………………….. Spencer…………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………..