18 juli 16 senen

Kawanen Ikip Baiturahman meet dayat Cimol Sego kucing Ngantar dayat k ungaran Aryo k kos Jemput kiki Pengajian at p tarom Ngantar kiki Mlm burjo Jemput rahman Ngantar rahman k ungaran Nginep rahman Allhuakbar

17 juli 16 minggu

Seharian d kos Mlm dijemput aan Kafe dekiko banyumanik Allhuakbar

16 juli 16 sabtu

Ikip Mlm k nasgor Allhuakbar

15 juli 16 jumat

Ikip Allhuakbar

14 juli 16 kamis

Ikip Mlm wrg Cant sleep till morning Allhuakbar

13 juli 16 rabu

Ikip Siang k pnejahit Anemeli-mahal Ada-kado p tarom Gajah overload Mlm potong Nasgor Allhuakbar

12 juli 16 selasa

Ikip Halalbihalal Sore pedurungan ambil paket Rs ketileng antar baju dian Wrg Allhuakbar

11 juli 16 senen

Seharian d kos Mlm k indmrt Wrg Burjo Rahmad mugas Allhuakbar

10 juli 16 minggu

Seharian d kos Sore superindo Rs ketiling Tilik mastoyib Tilik dian Wrg Allhuakbar

9 juli 16 sabtu

Omah baru meet fam. Silaturohmi k mas toyib. Pakpoh harno. Rs ketileng tilik dian. Gorengan. Omah baru. Allhuakbar

8 juli 16 jumat

Pedurungan Jumatan Pedurungan Virgin Pom Pedurungan Allhuakbar

7 juli 16 kamis

Wrg Kos Indmrt Pedurungan Ada w dian Pedurungan Allhuakbar

6 juli 16 rabu

Sinabung eror Indmrt poin pemuda Sinabung hotel Charles k hotel Adi k hotel Allhuakbar

5 juli 16 selasa

Hotel siliwwangi Dijemput aan Oasis eror Diner at rodjo Hotel siliwangi Mamat k hotel Grindr k hotel Allhuakbar

4 juli 16 senen

Seharian d kos Majt/magrib Wrg buko Majt/isya/taraweh Aan k kos Diner at kfc pleburan Indmrt Allhuakbar

3 juli 16 minggu

Seharian d kos Majt/ceramah/magrib/buko/alquran/isya/taraweh/syukuran Indmrt Allhuakbar

2 juli 16 sabtu

Ikip Majt/ceramah/magrib/buko/alquran/isya/taraweh Indmrt Burjo Meet mugas rahmad Allhuakbar

1 juli 16 jumat

Ikip Majt/alquran/ceramah/magrib/buko/isya/taraweh Indmrt Wrg Allhuakbar

30 juni 16 kamis

Ikip Majt/alquran/ceramah/magrib/buko/alquran/isya/tarawih Klinik Indmrt Wrg Aan k kos Allhuakbar

29 juni 16 rabu

Ikip Bukber at ikip Allahuakbar

The djinn inside is getting stronger.

.... i get angry easily when i watch islamic movie. I think the character is too strict and it is annoyed me I also get angry when the group discusses about islamic themes. When they defend a man who is framed being agent of terror... well actually i know nothing about him and the diacussion enlightens me.... but something inside gets burnt and it irritates me beyond calmness

The djinn inside is getting stronger.

The djinn inside is getting stronger..... i get angry easily when i watch islamic movie. I think the character is too strict and it is annoyed me I also get angry when the group discusses about islamic themes. When they defend a man who is framed being agent of terror... well actually i know nothing about him and the diacussion enlightens me.... but something inside gets burnt and it irritates me beyond calmness

Putu vs me blaming me

When u ask the divorce, i dont tell anyone. I just tell dian. And she tells the whole family. The fam blames u. But not me. I never blame u. The blame is on me. It is me who done u wrong. Believe me. It never occurs to me to blame u for what happen in our life. All the blame is on me. I do many mistakes. I do many really shitty things. And u r the most patient woman i ever met. U will get the best. Lord will replace me with someone much more better than me. Wayyyyyy more better. And i will always pray for u. That u will get all the happiness in the whole world and more. I am sorry that my fam blame u. I am sorry i dont defend u in front of my fam. It is me and it will always me. U will be much be happier away from me. I am sorry for the past too. I am just clueless. And i am very selfish. I know i dont know how to make u happy. And i dont have the effort to learn to make u happy. I just make myself happy. Not u. What kind of shitty person i am. And u know that. And u take me for what i am. And i know ur patient has limit. And i push u so hard to the limit. The blame is on me. U did no wrong at all. U event never get angry with me. At all.

Mom n fam

After talking with dian... now i just realize what kind of shitty shit i had. The posion i take from my fam. My whole life, my fam poison me to had my pa till the day he died. Him and his whole fam. And now it is too late. He died. But his fam is still alive. I will make amend to them. Insyallah. With Ur blessing. And fam also teach me to believe in clever people... in all problem, they always go to the clever people. Is it right? I know it is wrong. That is why i want to stay away from them. I want U to be always with me. Coz now i have nobody. U take sutiyah away from me. And it is closer the big day. And i dont want to come home. Will u send her to me in the big day. I just dont want to be alone.