i will be able to cook......................

i will be able to recall all the lessons...................... i will be able to create meal...................... he is the greatest...................... he will help me to do so...................... in the name of lord...................... he will love me...................... if he allows...................... he will make miracles...................... i will love him till the end...................... i will run to him as fast as i can ........................

dont get heartache for his answers.........................

dont expect things from person......................... expecting things only from him......................... it wows me......................... asking for things......................... he is the greatest......................... he will make me patient......................... i will disappear in the future......................... but then again.................................................. part of me said that i should not go vanish......................... if he chats......................... reply him......................... just in limited scope......................... just what being asked......................... if he asks to meet......................... find reasons not to do so......................... dont get sad......................... dont get heartache......................... dont get frowned......................... must be cheerful before him......................... must be strong......................... in the name of lord......................... he will make me strong......................... if he allows......................... i will love him till the end ..........................

dont get heartache for his answers.........................

dont get heartache for his answers......................... dont expect things from person......................... expecting things only from him......................... it wows me......................... asking for things......................... he is the greatest......................... he will make me patient......................... i will disappear in the future......................... but then again.................................................. part of me said that i should not go vanish......................... if he chats......................... reply him......................... just in limited scope......................... just what being asked......................... if he asks to meet......................... find reasons not to do so......................... dont get sad......................... dont get heartache......................... dont get frowned......................... must be cheerful before him......................... must be strong......................... in the name of lord......................... he will make me strong......................... if he allows......................... i will love him till the end ..........................

i thought he will buy it by himself.....................

it turns out this way..................... before he said that he will treat me..................... it turns out this way..................... dont get angry..................... dont get heartache..................... dont get disappointed..................... dont get high hope..................... must be patient..................... must be strong..................... expecting things from him only..................... asking for rewards from him only..................... in the name of lord..................... he will find me a new one..................... if he allows.......................................... the new ine will be much more better than this one..................... he is the greatest..................... he will make miracles..................... he will shape me into much better person..................... he will find me the one with the same level as me..................... or maybe he will give me the one who is much more better than me ........................

being sick.............................

dont expect help from others............................. must be independent............................. must be strong............................. must be patient............................. asking help only to him............................. expecting things only to him............................. he is everything............................. in the name of lord............................. i hope this sick will erase my sins............................. if he allows............................. i will be able to handle this sick............................. he is the greatest............................. he will make miracles............................. he will help me all the way............................. he will accompany me till the end ...............................

mrn.............................

i hope he dies............................. dies in my life............................. dies in my heart............................. dies in my mind............................. dies in my brain............................. dies in my memory............................. he is an asshole............................. he is a motherfucker............................. he is a bitch............................. he is son of a bitch............................. he is a rascal............................. he is a scamp............................. he is a rogue............................. he is a knave............................. he is a rotter............................. he is a brock............................. he is a wretch............................. he is a beast............................. he is a scoundrel............................. he is a scum............................. he is a reprobate............................. he is a pauper............................. he is a scawalag............................. he is a villain............................. he is a crook............................. he is a ruffian............................. he is a miscreant............................. he is a blackguard............................. he is a cur............................. he is a con............................. he is a thief............................. he is a rocker............................. he is a highbinder............................. he is a scut............................. he is a caitiff............................. he is a desperado............................. he is accursed.......................................................... he is accurst.................................

it is closed.......................

his legs tho....................... my hand too....................... his tigh too....................... our hands too....................... in between too....................... i dont want to have hope....................... but this heart wants what it wants....................... in the name of lord....................... i hope there are positives come out of it....................... if he allows....................... there will be love coming from the other side....................... he is the greatest....................... he will make miracles....................... there will not be fund based relationship....................... there will be heart based connection....................... there will be happiness all the time ........................

doing massage...........................

i must be positive........................... this will work........................... this will make me healthy........................... this will not make me sick........................... this will erase my sickness........................... dont be negative........................... if the result is as such........................... i will accept it tho...................................................... as i believe all of this is from him........................... he is teaching me something........................... in the name of lord........................... he will make me healthy........................... if he allows........................... this sickness will erase my sins........................... he is the greatest........................... he will make miracles........................... i hope i can grasp his teaching........................... i hope i am not being negative........................... i will love him till the end ..............................

being sick....................

being old.................... now i realize that.................... in the name of lord.................... i hope this sickness erase all my sins.................... if he allows.................... he will accompany me in my sickness.................... he is the greatest.................... he will make miracles.................... he will make me strong.................... he will make me patient.................... he will make me independent .....................

being crazy over money......................

for cafe...................... for license...................... for rempong...................... for nizar............................................ for alfa...................... in the name of lord...................... help me please...................... if he allows...................... i can manage my money...................... he is the greatest...................... he will make miracles...................... he will help me manage my money...................... he will accompany me all the way .......................

License………………………………

Asking help to mrsi……………………………… Asking help to mre……………………………… I hope it works……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… I hope he bless this way……………………………… If he allows……………………………… He will make this way safe……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will make all run smoothly ………………………………

I did process my license in old city………………………………

It is closed……………………………… There is mrj……………………………… I must be patient……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… It should be like this……………………………… If he allows……………………………… He make all like this……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He teaches me something……………………………… He tests me……………………………… I hope I pass………………………………

License………………………………

Asking for help to mrsr……………………………… Asking for help to mrsf……………………………… If they reject……………………………… I must be patient……………………………… It should be like that……………………………… There must be a way……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… I must be positive all the way……………………………… If he allows……………………………… I will not be angry to them……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will help me process this thing ………………………………

License………………………………

He told me to take test……………………………… I just follow through……………………………… I hope it is not goes around in circle……………………………… I must be positive……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… He will help me……………………………… If he allows……………………………… All will be ok……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… There will be someone helping me……………………………… He will send someone to help me ………………………………

Mrn………………………………

Dear lord……………………………… I want that person……………………………… Making a living together……………………………… Till the end……………………………… Forever……………………………… With love……………………………… In your blessing……………………………… If that is good for me……………………………… Make it closer……………………………… If it is bad for me……………………………… Kill this love……………………………… As it is heavy……………………………… I am not that powerful……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… He will help me……………………………… If he allows……………………………… He will bless me……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… I will love him all the way……………………………… He will love us all the way ………………………………

The quota………………………………

I am broken down……………………………… Watching videos all the time……………………………… Facebook……………………………… Instagram……………………………… Youtube……………………………… Twitter……………………………… Line……………………………… I feel I am still there……………………………… Now I must wake up……………………………… Now I must stop……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… I hope he help me……………………………… If he allows……………………………… He will help me……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will make me ok……………………………… He will guard me all the way ………………………………

Money leaking………………………………

Dear lord……………………………… I got robbed by myself……………………………… I got leaked in the first week……………………………… Go to café everyday……………………………… Meanwhile it is expensive……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… Now I realize it……………………………………………………………… If he allows……………………………… I will make it stop……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will help me manage money ………………………………

Dear lord………………………………

Help me please……………………………… It has been a week……………………………… I don’t have power……………………………… I must do my new proposal……………………………… But I get always distracted……………………………… In café……………………………… In office……………………………… In aunt……………………………… Whats happen……………………………… What should I do……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… I hope he will help me……………………………… If he allows……………………………… He will make me do all my tasks……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will make me finish all my tasks……………………………… He will accompany me all the way………………………………

She is talkactive………………………………

And now I feel wow……………………………… I get the positive side……………………………… She tries to get me……………………………… She tries to welcome me……………………………… She tries to be friendly to me……………………………… She tries to be nice to me……………………………… In the name of lord……………………………… I can see the positive……………………………… Thx god……………………………… I can be positive……………………………… If he allows……………………………… I will be positive always……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will make me positive all the way ………………………………

In the name of lord………………………………

I hope it is ok here……………………………… I hope it is ok when I got home……………………………… I hope I can work……………………………… I must work……………………………… If he allows……………………………… I feel I come undone……………………………… I am tired body and soul……………………………… He is the greatest……………………………… He will make miracles……………………………… He will make me ok……………………………… He will make me do all my tasks ……………………………………

i jan 20 rabu....................................

pinggang eror.................................... seharian di rumah.................................... tiga tukang pijet eror.................................... go food.................................... dpt tkg pijet agus aryanto.................................... allahuakbar....................................

31 des 19 selasa....................................

pom.................................... wrg.................................... kampus.................................... cimb.................................... pul........................................................................ pijet.................................... allahuakbar....................................

30 des 19 senen....................................

wrg.................................... kampus.................................... kantor polisis simpanglima eror.................................... kantor polisis kota lama eror.................................... kampus.................................... bintan pedi.................................... sabu auce w rempong.................................... kantor polisis via pak edi.................................... pul.................................... dijemput nizar.................................... cl.................................... diantar nizar.................................... all is eror.................................... allahuakbar....................................

29 des 19 minggu....................................

alfamart.................................... adik pamela.................................... atm chris.................................... allahuakbar....................................

28 des 19 sabtu....................................

pom.................................... wrg.................................... gymn.................................... pul.................................... wrg.................................... indomrt eror.................................... ped net.................................... pul........................................................................ mlm jemput dian.................................... resepsi tetangga.................................... antar dian.................................... allahuakbar....................................

27 des 19 jumat....................................

wrg.................................... kampus.................................... indost.................................... wrg.................................... allahuakbar....................................

26 des 19 kamis....................................

wrg.................................... kampus.................................... cafe eror.................................... wrg.................................... allahuakbar....................................

25 des 19 rabu....................................

pom.................................... pamela.................................... bmei.................................... pamlea........................................................................ pul.................................... dijemput satria.................................... nonton.................................... makan.................................... satria k rmh.................................... allahuakbar....................................

24 des 19 selasa …………………………………………….

24 des 19 selasa.................................... gym........................................................................ pul.................................... cafe.................................... satria.................................... wrg.................................... pul.................................... allahuakbar....................................