just put any comment on my blog
what i want
everything in fast mode
all in my pace
but it does not
they do they pace
making me furious
at first
now
i dont care
but still hoping
if anything happen
they will not blame me
they will not make me the scapegoat
that is what i am afraid of
if we get little
if we get few
if there is not much
they will blame me
i hope not
remember that time
he allowed me with different color
i should take that color
it is rainbow time
it is colorful era
all colors matter
i should take it
stupid me
now it is forbidden door
i did ask permission
and they did not allow me
and i tried again just now
still
they di not allow me
it hurts a lot
i am bleeding inside
i am suffering
believe me
it squeezes my heart so tight
i cant breath
may he help me alwys
Feel distresses
Nowhere to go
And want to run away for tomorrow
That schedule is beyond my imagination
hope everything will be ok
need to be calm
need to do things
one by one
slowly
at my own pace
and pray to him
may he help always
may he be here always
may he accompany always
