9 agus 23 selasa

 

9 agus 23 selasa

kampus

wrgblonjo

allahuakbar

Hence smiling

 

this blacken soul

hiding in all his power

summoning all his crooks

being strong is not enough

All the happiness in the world

Calling calling

All the Joy in the universe 

calling calling

All the strength in the earth

Calling calling

Please go inside me

Inject yourself or my vein

Make it all colorful

Force it all dancing

Command it all laughing

Hence smiling

That is should be you

But it is not you

As you are nothing

Don't have power and money

Nothing can help you

Nothing can support you

You is just you

Crying is no use

The help just getting their way

disguising in golden cloak

 

al the mighty prowess

waiting for too long

unscheduled visitation

annoying all the kings and queens

the time of Tomorrowland

disgusting to all the fairies

the one make me blacken my love to them

the motility of soul

showering you in dirt

intolerance vanishes into thin air

disguising in golden cloak

weak and no power hands

calling ALL The strength out there

moaning all the power around

finding you there

finding you here

able to see in the pitch dark

able to sing in the tune of magic

catching all the joy in all aspect of the truest lifers

Till today

 

Seeing people

All kind of persona

The old lady though

Reminds me of her

The one who love me truly

Love me dearly

Love me unconditionally

And he take her away

And I don't forgive him for that

Till today

I am still in denial

Believing that she is still there

On the ancient house

Waiting for me to come home

To have healing moment together

To the end of the edge of the nothingness

 

Still waiting

Still being afraid

Knowing nothing is bad

You should know everything

But he force you to contain yourself

There must be situation that he doesn't allow you to understand

What is the reason

What is the logic behind all those accidents

And you wonder

And your brain wander

And your soul flies over the moon

To the path of the colorful stones

To the end of the edge of the nothingness

Scary though

And you must face it all

All by yourself

Nobody helps

Noone cares

It is your life

It is your responsibilities

Yours and yours truly

If it is going down into darkness

The only one to blame is you

And only you

Noone else has the responsibilities to do so

Noone else is able to steer your life

You are the driver of your car of future

To the tunes of blissfulness

 

Hope I will have that kind of treasure

To support me going places

Going around the world

Meeting many people

Kind people

Sometimes I wonder why my head is very stupid

Making me afraid of everything

Afraid of people

Afraid of new people

Afraid of meeting new people

Always negative thoughts

What if they are bad

What if they are criminal

What if they kill you

What if they rob you

What if they rape you

Stupid me

Idiot me

Forcing the brain do dance

Dancing the happy tunes

Melodiously moving back and forth

To the tunes of blissfulness

And that is bad

 

Waiting

Annoying

Hope aleverything will be okay

I believe everything will be okay

Mind wanders the world if we just stay still waiting

Thinking all the negative possibilities

And that is bad

That kills you inside out

Disgusting situation

Don't want to be in that situation

Let's think a happy thoughts

Let's go picnic

I actually want to go places

But it is expensive 

And I don't have fund yet