Slippers are gone……………………………………………….

At first I got mad………………………………………………. Now I don’t care………………………………………………. May I got the replacement………………………………………………. I still have a lot at home I think………………………………………………. In the name of lord………………………………………………. May the person who took it realize it………………………………………………. If he allows………………………………………………. He will make him get his sense………………………………………………. He is the greatest………………………………………………. He will make miracles………………………………………………. He will make him not do this kind of thing again………………………………………………. He will make him a good person ……………………………………………….

Someone called me……………………………………………….

He said he is a police………………………………………………. Make my heart race so fast………………………………………………. Make me afraid………………………………………………. Did I do something wrong………………………………………………. Will they put me in prison………………………………………………. Will they catch me………………………………………………. Will they punish me………………………………………………. Lets pray hard………………………………………………. And harder………………………………………………. In the name of lord………………………………………………. Remember those two………………………………………………. If he allows………………………………………………. May he protect those two………………………………………………. He is the greatest………………………………………………. He will make miracles………………………………………………. May I get the opportunity to meet those two again………………………………………………. May we meet in a happy occasion………………………………………………. May we meet in his blessing ……………………………………………….

Dear lord……………………………………………….

You show me couple………………………………………………. Directly in front of my eyes………………………………………………. I want that………………………………………………. I am jealous………………………………………………. In the name of lord………………………………………………. I will make myself better………………………………………………. If he allows………………………………………………. He will make me worthy to have a partner………………………………………………. He is the greatest………………………………………………. He will make miracles………………………………………………. He will send a very great and grand person into my life………………………………………………. He will make that person love me dearly………………………………………………. He will make us live a happy life ……………………………………………….

I should choose the one I had known……………………………………………….

But I didn’t ………………………………………………. Stupid me………………………………………………. I hope it is safe………………………………………………. I am paranoid lately………………………………………………. In the name of lord………………………………………………. I hope I will not be stupid again………………………………………………. If he allows………………………………………………. I will be clever………………………………………………. He is the greatest………………………………………………. He will make miracles………………………………………………. All people I choose will be ok………………………………………………. They will not be bad………………………………………………. I will be safe always …………………………………………………….

I apply in thai…………………………………………………

I do hope I get accepted in india………………………………………………… This is for back up plan………………………………………………… But I got a supervisor here………………………………………………… I wish he will not get mad if I don’t go to thai………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………… If I dot accepted in india………………………………………………… I hope I have a way to make piece with thai supervisor………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………… He will help me to make peace with him………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………… He will get me accepted in india………………………………………………… If I don’t………………………………………………… He will help me got accepted in thai………………………………………………… As this one is expensive………………………………………………… I need a lot of money to apply………………………………………………… Fee for online registration………………………………………………… Fee for English documents sending………………………………………………… All is my efforts………………………………………………… All results are up to him………………………………………………… I surrender………………………………………………… May he give me the best ……………………………………………………

The magic…………………………………..

I want it that way………………………………….. But I am afraid………………………………….. But then again………………………………….. He did make that kind of thing………………………………….. He make it exist in this world………………………………….. That thing cannot be existed if he doesn’t allow it………………………………….. In the name of lord………………………………….. Lord I am confused………………………………….. If he allows………………………………….. I hope he will give me a clue………………………………….. Or clues………………………………….. He is the greatest………………………………….. He will make miracles………………………………….. Maybe I should do both………………………………….. Keep praying hard………………………………….. Really hard………………………………….. Harder and harder………………………………….. And also take that route………………………………….. The point is………………………………….. I give all of my effort………………………………….. One hundred percent and more………………………………….. And give the result to him………………………………….. And surrender the outcome to him ………………………………………..

Mrb…………………………….

I thought it will be quick……………………………. But it took a long time……………………………. I thought he waited there……………………………. But it turned out like this……………………………. In the name of lord……………………………. It turns out everything is ok……………………………. If he allows……………………………. We will be ok……………………………. He is the greatest……………………………. He will make miracles……………………………. He will help mrb……………………………. He will love mrb……………………………. I hope he bless mrb……………………………. He did help me a lot……………………………. I cant count all of them …………………………….

The deads…………………………….

There are so many……………………………. I get confused……………………………. Want to send pray……………………………. But my head got stuck……………………………. Grandma……………………………. Pa……………………………. Uncle……………………………. Aunt……………………………. Step ma……………………………. Aaaaaaa……………………………. Remembering the friends……………………………. ibas……………………………. In the name of lord……………………………. Hope he take care all of them\……………………………. If he allows……………………………. He will put them in a nice place……………………………. He is the greatest……………………………. He will make miracles……………………………. He will love them……………………………. They will love him …………………………………….

The stall……………………………………………

I hope he bless this effort…………………………………………… I hope he help me…………………………………………… I hope he make it sold out…………………………………………… I hope he gives me a lot of buyers’ everyday…………………………………………… I hope I don’t get bankrupt…………………………………………… I hope I get profit everyday…………………………………………… I hope it blooms…………………………………………… I hope I will get a nice place…………………………………………… I hope I can buy a place…………………………………………… I hope I will have a branch…………………………………………… Or branches…………………………………………… In town…………………………………………… In province…………………………………………… All over country…………………………………………… In the name of lord…………………………………………… He will make it sold out…………………………………………… If he allows…………………………………………… He will give profit…………………………………………… He is the greatest…………………………………………… He will make miracles…………………………………………… He will love me…………………………………………… I will love him…………………………………………… Till the end …………………………………………………

The doctor…………………………………….

Telling her about interview……………………………………. As she ask……………………………………. Then the reaction……………………………………. Must be strong……………………………………. Must be patient……………………………………. Being looked down……………………………………. Does she can do this……………………………………. Do they can do this……………………………………. They don’t know mu struggle……………………………………. It has been more than ten years……………………………………. There are so many rejections……………………………………. Let only lord know it……………………………………. Let only lord reward my efforts……………………………………. Let only lord judge me……………………………………. Am I deserved this……………………………………. In the name of lord……………………………………. I hope he thinks I deserve this……………………………………. If he allows……………………………………. He will make me get this……………………………………. He is the greatest……………………………………. He will make miracles……………………………………. He will make me pass the interview……………………………………. He will put me in the next stage……………………………………. Being summoned to the embassy……………………………………. Getting the grants……………………………………. Going there……………………………………. Getting campus……………………………………. Getting place……………………………………. Getting wifi……………………………………. Getting guide……………………………………. Getting students group……………………………………. Getting friends……………………………………. Getting special bond……………………………………. Getting elephant sanctuary ………………………………………….

2 feb 20 minggu……………………………………………………………..

Bmei…………………………………………………………….. Otw pwd…………………………………………………………….. Paguyuban fip…………………………………………………………….. B mei ambil motor…………………………………………………………….. Ngantar bdwi…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Lapak gaji…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

1 feb 20 sabtu……………………………………………………………..

Wrg…………………………………………………………….. Nyuci motor…………………………………………………………….. Café…………………………………………………………….. Ped…………………………………………………………….. Lapak…………………………………………………………….. Ped netv…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Lapak…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

31 jan 20 jumat……………………………………………………………..

Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Pamela…………………………………………………………….. Undip…………………………………………………………….. Predi…………………………………………………………….. Bratna…………………………………………………………….. Pamela…………………………………………………………….. Wrg…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Pamela…………………………………………………………….. Wrg…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

30 jan 20 kamis……………………………………………………………..

Kampus…………………………………………………………….. At kkn siwalan…………………………………………………………….. W anggun mei ikha…………………………………………………………….. Café Oliphant…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Superindo…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

29 jan 20 rabu……………………………………………………………..

Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Pul gasik…………………………………………………………….. B mei pbroto fia k rmh…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

28 jan 20 selasa……………………………………………………………

.. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. W pamela n anggun…………………………………………………………….. Café…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Klinik eror…………………………………………………………….. Ped ambil sere…………………………………………………………….. Alfa…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

27 jan 20 senen……………………………………………………………..

…………………………………………………………….. Wrg…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Sd…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

26 jan 20 minggu ……………………………………………………………………..

Otw smg w ciprut…………………………………………………………….. Rmh…………………………………………………………….. Took plastic…………………………………………………………….. Lapak…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. W ciprut…………………………………………………………….. Jemput bulik…………………………………………………………….. Ambil dompet…………………………………………………………….. Tilik dian…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Pijet…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

25 jan 20 sabtu……………………………………………………………..

With fam…………………………………………………………….. Sarapan…………………………………………………………….. Durian place…………………………………………………………….. Market…………………………………………………………….. Grandma place…………………………………………………………….. Pharmacy…………………………………………………………….. Grandpa place…………………………………………………………….. Dawet jabung…………………………………………………………….. Movie…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..

24 jan 20 jumat……………………………………………………………..

Wrg…………………………………………………………….. Kampus…………………………………………………………….. Ped…………………………………………………………….. Pul…………………………………………………………….. Otw ponorogo w ciprut…………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar……………………………………………………………..