Suddenly very sad …………………

Too much ………………… Imagining the proposal ………………… Not doing it yet ………………… Nut only dreaming it ………………… And it has already become a burden ………………… A big scary one ………………… I am afraid ………………… Dear god ………………… Please come ………………… Please help ………………… Help me ………………… I don’t want to be alone …………………