I hope I cant get annoyed………………………………………..

I will make it joyful……………………………………….. I will make it in relax mode……………………………………….. I will pray for it……………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………….. He will help me to have fun……………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………….. Nothing will annoy me……………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………….. I will find fun in every things I meet……………………………………….. I will find positive in all things I face ………………………………………..

It is not late yet…………………………………………

There is no word for late………………………………………… To find love………………………………………… To look for love………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………… I will not stop to find love………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………… He will bless my efforts………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………… He will find me love………………………………………… He will love me………………………………………… I will love him all the way …………………………………………

All have blood relation in this place…………………………………………

But not me\………………………………………… I am all alone………………………………………… Lets pray………………………………………… I hope all is well………………………………………… I hope I am well………………………………………… I hope this place is well………………………………………… If this place is good for me………………………………………… Let me stay here………………………………………… If this place is not good for me………………………………………… Let me go………………………………………… Place me in a far away land………………………………………… Let me travel around the world………………………………………… Let me move all around the places………………………………………… I want it that way………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………… He will grant my wish………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………… He will bless my wish………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………… He will make me happy………………………………………… I will love him all the way ………………………………………… I will find peace in him………………………………………… I will find peace in his love …………………………………………

Chat in that group…………………………………………

Don’t get it personal………………………………………… Don’t get angry because of it………………………………………… Just read it through………………………………………… Don’t get it into your heart………………………………………… Let them to have different ideas………………………………………… Put ourselves as an outsider………………………………………… Pray for them………………………………………… \so they will be fine………………………………………… \fine to each other………………………………………… Fine with their own family………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………… They will be well………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………… I will be well………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………… They will be nice to me………………………………………… I will be nice to them………………………………………… We will be nice to each other………………………………………… He will be nice to us …………………………………………

That store…………………………………………

All employers are hot………………………………………… But not helpful………………………………………… At first it makes me angry………………………………………… But I can force myself to be patient………………………………………… At first I don’t want to go there anymore………………………………………… But then again………………………………………… I don’t have another place to visit………………………………………… Then I have an idea………………………………………… Pray for them………………………………………… To be good………………………………………… To all customers………………………………………… And cashier is also not friendly………………………………………… Pray for him too………………………………………… May he become nice………………………………………… And my head stuck………………………………………… As I don’t give tip to the employer………………………………………… Maybe next time………………………………………… If I go there again………………………………………… I will give some………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………… He will make all well………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………… They will be well………………………………………… They will accept me well………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………… The employers will be well………………………………………… The cashier will be well………………………………………… The place will be well………………………………………… I will be well …………………………………………

I feel hopeless…………………………………………

I cant do that………………………………………… I try to find the positive behind all this………………………………………… I cant be megative………………………………………… I must be positive………………………………………… But I feel he doesn’t allow me to go back………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………… He will allow me to go back………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………… I will go back………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………… He will put me there………………………………………… He will guard me there ……………………………………………

It is not meeting………………………………………..

He decided all……………………………………….. He share the place he chose……………………………………….. In another city……………………………………….. He share the date he chose……………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………….. Initially it makes me angry……………………………………….. Now I don’t care……………………………………….. I force myself to accept it……………………………………….. I hope there is positive behind all this……………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………….. I will find it positive……………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………….. Sis can come……………………………………….. Cousin can come……………………………………….. I can use the car……………………………………….. All will be well ……………………………………………..

deity of forest ……………………………………..

deity of plant…………………………………….. deity of animal…………………………………….. deity of elephant…………………………………….. in the name of lord…………………………………….. I want to be those things…………………………………….. If he allows…………………………………….. He will show me to be one of them…………………………………….. He is the greatest…………………………………….. He will make miracles…………………………………….. I dream it all the time…………………………………….. I want to have a part in saving them…………………………………….. They are beautiful…………………………………….. I think they can help me in the after life ……………………………………..

I am being paranoid………………………………………..

I am being afraid of everything……………………………………….. I feel someone watch all my moves……………………………………….. I feel all watch all my moves……………………………………….. The securities……………………………………….. In all places……………………………………….. Then those bastard come across my mind……………………………………….. I think he did all this……………………………………….. That thing is part of their group……………………………………….. All guards are part of that group……………………………………….. In the name of lord……………………………………….. I will find it positive……………………………………….. If he allows……………………………………….. I will be safe as all is watching me……………………………………….. I will be safe as I will not do anything bad……………………………………….. As they watch me all the time……………………………………….. He is the greatest……………………………………….. He will make miracles……………………………………….. All is good……………………………………….. They are good……………………………………….. I am good……………………………………….. The situations are good……………………………………….. All forces me to be good……………………………………….. And it is good ………………………………………..

16 jan 20 kamis…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Rapat seharian ,pe sore\………………………………………… Superindo………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Ped net………………………………………… Wawancara………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

15 jan 20 rabu…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Motor ambil bpkb………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Bengkel………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

14 jan 20 selasa…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Ped net………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

13 jan 20 senen…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Rapat jurnal at café………………………………………… With pafajar bferina barfi bervina………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………… Solat………………………………………… Ambil motor………………………………………… Superindo………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

12 jan 20 minggu…………………………………………

Seharian d rmh………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

11 jan 20 sabtu…………………………………………

Ped………………………………………… Alfa………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

10 jan 20 jumat…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Pul gasik………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

9 jan 20 kamis…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Café with tim jurnal………………………………………… Pfajar brefina barfi………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………… Jaga malam………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

8 jan 20 rabu…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Klinik………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Took plastic………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Ped………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

7 jan 20 selasa…………………………………………

Kampus………………………………………… Ped………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Ada………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

6 jan 20 senen…………………………………………

Pom………………………………………… Wrg………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………… Net eror………………………………………… Ped………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

5 jan 20 minggu…………………………………………

Ped net………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

4 jan 20 sabtu…………………………………………

Sehartian d rmh………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

3 jan 20 jumat…………………………………………

Ped………………………………………… Jumatan………………………………………… Ped………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………

2 jan 20 kamis ....................................

Wrg………………………………………… Pom………………………………………… Klinik………………………………………… Atm………………………………………… Ada………………………………………… Pul………………………………………… Ped net………………………………………… With dian ke johar n superindo………………………………………… Took herbal………………………………………… Nganter dian………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………