Tuesday, August 24, 2021

go away


go away

 lord

i should not be negative

they are nice

there is nothing bad about them

this is they do for research sake

Thats it

Thats all

No negative in it

No negative behind it

Stupid demon

Go away from my brain

Get lost

Sunday, August 22, 2021

22 agus 21 minggu

 



22 agus 21 minggu

wrg

allahuakbar


21 agus 21 sabtu

 




21 agus 21 sabtu

at dikina

otw pekalongan

at dikfia

40hari lek ikom

otw smg

dianter dik ina

allahuakbar


Saturday, August 21, 2021

20 agus 21 jumat


 20 agus 21 jumat

alfa

klinik

apotek

jumatan

kampus

gocar

dik ina

nginep

allahuakbar


19 agus 21 kamis


 19 agus 21 kamis


shrn drmh

allahuakbat


Thursday, August 19, 2021

thx god

 



thx god

i did finish that job

successfully

i think so

i am not expert tho

i want to escape

i didi escape

in my game

but it was trouble

but i was fine

listening to him

very clever

i admire him a lot

i want to be like him

but i wonder

will i be able to do that

i dont think so

so just be it

being grateful

for what i am now

mrsa


 mrsa


one more

she is leaving

left me alone

it hurts a lot

lord

help me please

let me be in peace

i am afraid

they will think i am stupid

i know iam stupid

hence

what will you do to me

explain to me please

i want to know

i dont want to be in the dark

it is scary

i need you

hold my hand plase

take me places please

18 agus 21 rabu

 



18 agus 21 rabu

wrg

kampus

allahuakbar


17 agus 21 selasa

 




17 agus 21 selasa

seharian d rmh

allahuakbar

16 agus 21 senen

 


16 agus 21 senen

wrg

mlm tetangga

tirsakatan

allahuakbar

15 agus 21 minggu

 




15 agus 21 minggu

alfa

petshop

wrg

allahuakbar

14 agus 21 sabtu

 





14 agus 21 sabtu

seharian d rmh

allahuakbar

13 agus 21 jumat



 13 agus 21 jumat

jumatan

wrg

kampus

allahuakbar


Thursday, August 12, 2021

is it the place i should be at


 is it the place i should be at

what should i do here

i feel trapped

i cant breathe

if it is the place

please make me happy

if it is the place

please come visit me

i am tired

you say i should fight alone

i did that

for a long time

it is excrutiatingly painful

please come to me

please take my hand

please tell me that everything will be alright

i need you

i need your answer

i need a sign

i want to make peace with you


 i want to make peace with you

i dont want to hate you

but at the moment

it hurts a lot

holy moly

help me please

hold me tight

dont let me go

rejected again

 



rejected again

it hurts a lot

holy moly

everything seems hazy

dont want to do anything

want to scream out loud

want to go grazy

holy moly

it hurts a lot

why lord

i want to know the reason

why lord

tell me please

is it bad for me

then what is good for me

i dont know anything anymore

holy moly

it hurts a lot

i wish you make me happy

i wish you give me a consolation

i wish you love me

holy moly

i know you love me

but still

it hurts a lot

12 agus 12 kamis

 




12 agus 12 kamis

nganter ciprut vaksin at unika

makan soto ventura

tokokimia

bengkelpakheru

alfa

permaktas

mlmatm

wrg

allahuakbar


11 agus 12 rabu

 




11 agus 12 rabu

pom

wrg

allahuakbar

10 agus 21 selasa

 




10 agus 21 selasa

kampus

alfa

mlm tetangga

makan2

kerjabakti

allahuakbar

9 agus 21 senen


 9 agus 21 senen

kunci

wrg

alfa

pul

kunci

allahuakbar


8 agus 21 minggu


 8 agus 21 minggu

kunci eror

wrg

allahuakbar

Monday, August 9, 2021

7 agus 21 sabtu

 

 


7 agus 21 sabtu

Dijemput satrio

Akar langit

Ace hardware

Allahuakbar

 

6 agus 21 jumat

 

 

 


6 agus 21 jumat

Kamous

Wrg w mrf

Jumatan

Kampus

Dijemput satrio

Kafe hero at kota lama

Allahuakbar

 

5 agus 21 kamis

 

 


5 agus 21 kamis

Dukcapik w ciprut

Superindo

Nyuci mobil

Wrg

Potongrambut

Allahuakbar

4 agus 21 rabu

 

 


4 agus 21 rabu

Wrg

Pijet

 

Kamous

Alfa

Allahuakbar

3 agus 21 selasa

 


3 agus 21 selasa

 

Wrg

Kampus

Apotek

Allahuakbar

Saturday, August 7, 2021

thatswhy

 


here

they are good in mingle

they are good in brain

for me

i am not good in mingle at all

i think i am only good in my brain

and it is too not at that maximum level

thatswhy

i give it all to you

please give me a good road ahead

please give me a safe path ahead

please give me a beautiful future

will i be an angel like them

 


will i be an angel like them

i see them

nice people

how come they are so good in their life

how come they are so nice to others

i see them a lot

for me

personally

it is hard to do so

often i meet bad people

and it makes me bad too

i cant control it

their negativity affect me

it is scary

dear lord

help me pls

Monday, August 2, 2021

ketika semua semu





 ketika semua semu

padamu aku seluruh


2 agus 21 senen\

 

 


2 agus 21 senen\

At purworejo

At hotel

Dijemput mahasiswa irfan

Dinas pendidikan at penerjunan

Sd secang at penerjunan

Dijemput fam

Otw jogja

Maksi at wrg dawet

Wrg soto

Malioboro

Tol rest area

Smg wrg gudeg

Allahuakbar

1 agus 21 minggu

 


1 agus 21 minggu

Rapat online

Otw purworejo with fam

Sis ma pa

Hotel

Mlm resto

Allahuakbar

31 juli 21 sabtu

 

 


31 juli 21 sabtu

Petshop

Allahuakbar

 

30 juli 21 jumat

 

 


30 juli 21 jumat

 

Jumatan

Alfa

Allahuakbar