Thursday, March 4, 2021

got an interview call…

 

 


got an interview call…………………………………………

don't repeat the old one…………………………………………

boast it  everywhere…………………………………………

these are all secrets…………………………………………

between me and him…………………………………………

if you want to show off…………………………………………

showing off to him…………………………………………

all ask for help…………………………………………

ask for blessing…………………………………………

in order to be accepted…………………………………………

want to go home…………………………………………

want to meet mrss…………………………………………

but lil sis wes already there…………………………………………

Alright…………………………………………

accepted this situation…………………………………………

with big heart …………………………………………

want to ask for a prayer of blessing…………………………………………

but scared like the old days…………………………………………

ultimately failed…………………………………………

so really reluctant…………………………………………

just him and him only …………………………………………………………….

this feels being watched…

 

 

 


this feels being watched………………………………

want to confide in mrsi………………………………

but I am afraid………………………………

she's her soulmate, Mrsm………………………………

and her mouth is leaking………………………………

sorry god i think negatively………………………………

feeling not free………………………………

feeling restrained………………………………

feeling watched………………………………

Alright………………………………

just obey it………………………………

what do they want………………………………

lived it to the full………………………………

as much as possible………………………………

don't bother………………………………

no need to be stressed………………………………

don't be annoyed………………………………

the negatives come………………………………

about mrsm………………………………

felt she did not believe in my teaching method………………………………

thats why………………………………

she creates zooms………………………………

and I have to use that zoom………………………………

crying inside………………………………

feeling sad………………………………

feeling afraid………………………………

feeling annoyed………………………………

just surrender to him………………………………

leave it to him………………………………

lived with enjoy………………………………

made it all happy………………………………

so that the heart is comfortable………………………………

looking for the positives………………………………

mrsi tries to set an example as an obedient subordinate………………………………

mrsm trying to get me to work right………………………………

he trying to make my salary blessed………………………………

really hard work ……………………………………………

Just realized…

 

 


Just realized………………………

Why did i fail there yesterday………………………

Too much negative in me………………………

From here it is negative………………………

Against friends in a group………………………

till there in the room is also negative………………………

At the boarding house I don't get along with friends………………………

The library is also negative………………………

Crying inside………………………

Why realize now………………………

Why didn’t it happen yesterday………………………

Sobbing inside………………………

Hopefully it won't happen again………………………

Hopefully the future is always positive………………………

And the results are also positive………………………

Hopefully it get Hong Kong………………………

May he allow me to get it …………………………………….

2 mar 21 selasa

 


2 mar 21 selasa……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

1 mar 21 senen…

 


1 mar 21 senen……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Alfa……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

 

28 feb 21 minggu

 


28 feb 21 minggu……………………………………

Wrg eror……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

 

27 feb 21 sabtu

 

 


27 feb 21 sabtu ……………………………………

wrg……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

 

26 feb 21 jumat…

 

 


26 feb 21 jumat……………………………………

Bni……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Jumatan……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

25 feb 21 kamis…

 

 


25 feb 21 kamis……………………………………

Buida……………………………………

Weg……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Alfa……………………………………

Weg……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

24 feb 21 rabu

 

 


24 feb 21 rabu……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Penjahit……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

23 feb 21 selasa…

 

 


23 feb 21 selasa……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

22 feb 21 senen…

 

 


22 feb 21 senen……………………………………

Werg……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

21 feb 21 minggu

 

 


21 feb 21 minggu……………………………………

Apotek……………………………………

Alfa……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Potong……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

20 feb 21 sabtu

 

 


20 feb 21 sabtu……………………………………

Pijet……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

19 feb 21 jumat…

 

 


19 feb 21 jumat……………………………………

Whatttt????? ……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

18 feb 21 kamis…

 

 


18 feb 21 kamis……………………………………

Bank……………………………………

Potokopi……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

17 feb 21 rabu

 

 


17 feb 21 rabu……………………………………

Alfa……………………………………

Wrg……………………………………

Atm eror……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

16 feb 21 selasa

 


16 feb 21 selasa……………………………………

Kampus……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………

15 feb 21 senen

 

 

 


15 feb 21 senen…………………………………

Jadi pembicara allahuakbar……………………………………

Seharian d rumah……………………………………

Allahuakbar……………………………………