god............

send me the love of my life............ i am sorry............ that part of my brain............ cant stop thinking of that kind of life............ yearning for it............ so bad............ that i am willingly to do............ everything you ask............ i promise............ i will be nice............ i will be worthy enough............ to stand before you............ i am repairing myself now............ i dont want you to reject me............ rejection is so hard............ for the heart............ this heart............ it is very sensitive............ you make it............ you know it. ............