Tuesday, March 19, 2024

19 mar 24 selasa

 




19 mar 24 selasa

kampus

rudos

potokopi pribnt berkali2

lppm mbak ifah

dekanat

panitia webinar

wrg1

wrg2

pul

mlm taraweh

allahuakbar

memori gp2







 

thinking to do others and more

 



forgetting things

forgetting whta is important

Something happen

I should wait

Why tho

Don't know

Curiosity

Hit me hard

Nothing can't stop this kind of thing

calling him in my heart

whispering his name

hope that nobody prank me

hope it will not take long

All is meaningful

Always has meaning

In all aspects

In all sides

In all happenings

In all occasions

And that is for sure

Nobody can't deny it

Though

In the name of the almighty

His mighty must reveal things

But he isn't

All is hidden

And we must believe that all his decisions is good 

And all that is for our sake

For our life

For our future

And in all happening

We come forward

Make ourself better

Learn new things

Learn what is bad

Learn what is good

And copy all the good that had been done

Over and over again

So karma will do his works too

Granting all the wishes

Returning all the favor

it is okay tho

learning to let go what is not belong to me

as all things seems pressuring me inside

in this chaotic world

in the heat of the crowded hymn

in the burdening shoulders

thinking to do others and more

as it is belong to them and only them

he just put it in me for a while as mediator

whispering his name in my brain

Everything will be okay

Everything will be alright

All is well

Then happy is coming for all of us


again


 and i did it again

too mucch hurry

too much rush

too studpid

too much idiot

too many blanks

dear you

how come you do this to me again

i feel hopeless

it seems so hard

i try so hard to be good

i try so hard to be true

but you give me trouble

and trouble again

many problems

much hurdles

i cant handle it

thats what i think

it is hard

i am in pain

i am afraid

i cant pass this again

that will be painful

so much pain

will be hurtful

so much blood

bleeding all over my body

my heart

my brain