not fasting in the first day.................................................

afraid of the sin................................................. but having a lot of rationale................................................. falling asleep in sur time................................................. eating the food from home................................................. thus it is not wasted.................................................................................................. wasting food is sin................................................. isnt it................................................. need to do somethig................................................. in cafe................................................. hence coffee................................................. am i making excuses................................................. in the name of lord................................................. scared................................................. i hope it will not happen again in the future................................................. i hope i can manage to do fasting for the whole month................................................. i hope he puts me away from all temptations................................................. i hope he makes me strong to face all of the temptations .....................................................