28 mei 22 rabu
wrg
tokobuah
gorengn
nohalbilrt
sorrylord
allahuakbar
Saturday, May 28, 2022
Tuesday, May 24, 2022
maybe it is his way
maybe it is his way
to tell me
that i should not come to those places
maybe those places are bad
actually bad
just think about it
maybe the owner is bad
maybe the money will be used for bad
maybe all those people are all really bad
maybe he ask me to come to other places
places that need to be visited regularly
all the time
places that he gives blessings to
so i will get the blessings too
remembering all those places
remembering all those places
the shitty feeling
that always being followed
as if i am crook
as if i will steal
holy dank
that bother me so bad
getting furious just thinking of it
lets give it all to him
let him handle it
at the moment
i dont have the capacity to handle it
how come
what should i do
do i have to accept it all
being followed all the time
i dont think so
i have my dignity
if you treat me like shit
i will not come again to your shitty place
there are many places nicer than yours
ef you all
ef you crooks
ef you annoying people
remembering the accident in the shop
remembering the accident in the shop
she said only the stuff
not the cart
but i got irritated
and i throw all the stuff in front of her
my mistake
shiuld not do that
should not throw the stuff
should not take the cart up the counter
should only take the stuff up the counter
should agree to what she said
should believe that she is right
should make her job easier
will never do that again
usually i will never visit the same place that annoyed me
but this time
i say to myself
that i will come there again
and be nice
and that person
suddenly seeing him
behind me
i did lose the battlle
i did lose the battlle
the evil win over me
the lazy strike me so hard
it is painful
it is in my head all the time
and it is very disturbing
annoying me in all my steps
i must promise to myself
that i will fight it
that i will win over it
that i will do my jobs
and i will finish them all gracefully
that things
about media
about web
about english teaching
about the bilingual thing
and mix all them up
to create a magnificent proposal
i got rejected by the pharmacy
i got rejected by the pharmacy
holy dank
i come too early
my mistake
i should come at the exact date
or two days early
it is way too early for me to come
will come again then
at twenty four
as she said
hope can make it
hope remember it
just enjoy it
i do enjoy it
usually i will get cranky
at the rejection
thankfully i dont today
just enjoy all the moment
as he plans all this
ad i believe
there is something
behind all this
something really good
will happen to me
Friday, May 20, 2022
and the other work
and the other work
it will be also approved
by my future supervisor
she will be gladly willing to supervise me
and i will take the test
and i will do my test well
and i will gte good scores
and i will apply for my study
and i will be accepted there
and i will apply for the grant
and i will get the grant
the one thing that bothers me
the recommendations
but i must not have negative thoughts
i must always be positive in all things
including this
believe in him
that he will help me getting the recommendations
and believe in him
that all things inside reccomendations is all good
and believe in him
that the recommendations will help me get there
and believe in him
that maybe i can add three more than usual
mister m that she mentioned
i hope he will give me recommendation
and mrs from ministry
i hope she will give me reccomendation too
and my new rector
i hope she will give me recommendation too
lets believe in him
all the way
what else should i write
what else should i write
maybe he will give me strength
to do my assignments
that i have postponed in so long
in me there is an evil thing
i believe so
and that thing force me to do nothing
just being lazy all the time
me being stupid and idiot
this is crazy
this night i will win the battle
i will have my courage again
to do those things
and my works will work just fine
it will be approved by my current authority
and the research will run smoothly
and the report will be done
without any obstacles and problems
and the paper will be published fast
in a reputable journal
and all will be completed
just like that
and they will agree
to do another research
with me again
in the future
including these
including these
at this time
at this place
he pusposefully puts me here
not just waiting idly
there must be something
believe him
there must be hidden agenda
that i am not aware of
maybe he will meet me with someone
my future partner
wait
havent i already have one
but i am not sure though
lets ask him
may he give me a sign
just to make sure
that this one is the one
that will accompany me
till the end of time
in all happiness
and in all goodness
and in all blessings
good will come to me constantly
good will come to me constantly
along with the angelic voices
never mind the devillish faces
given by all those crooks
because i believe that i will win
all the battles that he puts me in
neglecting all shortcomings in me
going forward all in full force
alleviate the spirit of heaven
brave and courageous will be i
long live the contagious happiness
engross both inside and outside
just being right there and then
as he plans all the things
and his setups is all matter
they say it is the way it is
he always puts you in the right time
and he also always takes you there at the right place
and he guarantee that in all these occurences
that take place in your life time
having all the meaning
though he is the only one knowing it
rating all kind of care
rating all kind of care
absolutely confident in winning
promise to be obedient
eventually it will spread light
absorbing all angels out there
beautiful as it may be
lust all the way
energize all the lazy
to be all energetic
and dance to all the song
the happy tone
that tickle your heart
and pinch your cheeks
brings smile to your faces
fine with me
fine with me
under this situation
come true is all my wish
kill all the badness around me
about to become the greatest
but will destroy all the evil
love all the goodness
emotion is all matter
19 mei 22 kamis
19 mei 22 kamis
kampus
wrg
indmrt
blonjo
sore ngantar ma n sis to rs
burjo
jemput
foodstall
allahuakbar
16 mei 22 senen
16 mei 22 senen
mi ramor
pamela ultah
plus bmei n blina
kopi kenangan
ada parkir
pands
ada ambil motor
ngantar pamela
allahuakbar
Sunday, May 15, 2022
14 mei 22 sabtu
14 mei 22 sabtu
ngaliyan
petshop
indomrt
angkringan
mlm alfa
pom
simpanglima
jemput indah
jemput woro
simpanglima
arya n julia
ngantar julia woro arya indah
allahuakbar
i cant get it out
i cant get it out
of my head
oh dear lord
what did i do
in the gathering
holy moly
may it not give negative thing
may it give positive thing
and give it all to him
let him handle it
i cant cope with it
it is scary
starting within me
starting within me
and those around me
spreading all happiness
spreading all goodness
spreading all love
love from you
for all the people around the world
with no exception
it will be good
it will be heavenly
and that kind of thing is precious
i will believe in that
i will believe
that you will make that come true
i will believe that
you will bless my dream
i know you love all peace
world with peace will be giving all hope
in all brain
in all people
and it will erase all sufferings
that happen in this crazy world
be good teachers
be good teachers
others that are different from you
sometimes i find it hard
your people hurt others
others that are different
that is scary
you create these difference
the sightings crush me into pieces
i hope you can tell them
that they must not do that again
that kinds of things are evil
i cant stand the news of that
i want news of happy things
happy things that happen
all around the world
all the time
why cant you make that come true
i know you have the capability
to do that
you are the power
the almighty of all
noone above you
i wish i have a part in those kind of things
lets start to do that
by doing small things
i haVE a lot to do
i haVE a lot to do
in the name of lord
it has been a long time
since i rest my brain
i am afraid
if i got rejected again
hod help me please
it hurt
it is frightening
then lets do it
with you all the way
the english test
the proposal
the application
the registration
for the university they want
i hope i can get it
then apply for the grant
i hope too i can bget it
with your blessings
dont you think it is important
i hope you bless my proposal
i hope my proposal
is in accordance with your teaching
you do teaching this kind of things
Thursday, May 12, 2022
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