Monday, March 30, 2020

one sided love……………………………………………………

the one that i got scared the most…………………………………………………… and the one that i get for real…………………………………………………… it hurts like hell……………………………………………………

dear lord……………………………………………………

can you give me power…………………………………………………… the one that can see the good and the bad…………………………………………………… and give me another power…………………………………………………… the one that can kill the bads…………………………………………………… that would be nice……………………………………………………

dear lord……………………………………………………

dear lord…………………………………………………… can you give me power…………………………………………………… the one that can see the good and the bad…………………………………………………… and give me another power…………………………………………………… the one that can kill the bads…………………………………………………… that would be nice……………………………………………………

You got nightmares……………………………………………………

You got scared…………………………………………………… Don’t afraid to dream again…………………………………………………… As the sun rises in the horizon everyday…………………………………………………… You got failed many times…………………………………………………… Don’t afraid to dream again…………………………………………………… As there is always hope in the horizon……………………………………………………

I am sorry……………………………………………………

For imagining…………………………………………………… That a lot of people will die…………………………………………………… Coz of it…………………………………………………… Like that country…………………………………………………… Sorry for wanting many to die…………………………………………………… This the number will decrease tremendously…………………………………………………… Sorry for dreaming many will die…………………………………………………… So it will be famous…………………………………………………… Sorry for desiring many will die…………………………………………………… If they are good…………………………………………………… They can directly go to heaven…………………………………………………… Than being alive in this chaotic scary world…………………………………………………… If they are bad…………………………………………………… Thus in here there will be no more bad people…………………………………………………… Sorry for praying……………………………………………………

Weird dayv……………………………………………………

The gate…………………………………………………… The lamp…………………………………………………… The ac…………………………………………………… And then being thrown away…………………………………………………… After that…………………………………………………… I don’t go there anymore…………………………………………………… Thx lord…………………………………………………… I still have another place…………………………………………………… That give me free wifiv A fast one…………………………………………………… Maybe it is his way…………………………………………………… To make me go here…………………………………………………… To hang out with them…………………………………………………… To socialize with them…………………………………………………… Enjoy everything…………………………………………………… Being grateful for everything……………………………………………………

The virus ……………………………………………………

The plaque…………………………………………………… They want us to stay at home all the time…………………………………………………… But I still do my activities…………………………………………………… I don’t want to ignore it…………………………………………………… But it is all for my life…………………………………………………… I don’t want to challenge it…………………………………………………… I also am afraid of being sick…………………………………………………… But if it is time for me to die…………………………………………………… If he allows…………………………………………………… May be I am ready for it…………………………………………………… Meanwhile……………………………………………………

30 mar 20 senen……………………………………………………

Ped net…………………………………………………… Wrg…………………………………………………… Allahuaknbar……………………………………………………

29 mar 20 minggu……………………………………………………

Lapak…………………………………………………… Pednet…………………………………………………… Atm1 eror…………………………………………………… Atm2 eror…………………………………………………… Pul…………………………………………………… With ciprut…………………………………………………… Pom…………………………………………………… Atm ciprut…………………………………………………… Bungkus kado…………………………………………………… Atm ku…………………………………………………… Dokter hewan…………………………………………………… Koncone ciprut…………………………………………………… Wrg…………………………………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………………………………

28 mar 20 sabtu……………………………………………………

Jne…………………………………………………… Wrg…………………………………………………… Pul…………………………………………………… Ped net…………………………………………………… Lapak…………………………………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………………………………

27 mar 20 jumat ………………………………………………………………………………………..

Ped net…………………………………………………… Allahuakbar……………………………………………………

Thursday, March 26, 2020

Me vs them…………………………………

This case reminds me of that case………………………………… She or they act as if they are cleverer than me………………………………… It irritates me………………………………… I don’t want them to mess with me………………………………… I don’t want them to mess with my head………………………………… I preserve it for my study………………………………… I don’t want it in chaos………………………………… I don’t want them to mess with my life………………………………… I do pray everyday………………………………… I know what I want………………………………… I ask Him daily………………………………… They don’t know what I want………………………………… I don’t want them to mess with my heart………………………………… It is fragile………………………………… I don’t want it to be broken………………………………… I did give it up to Him………………………………… Hence………………………………… Initially I want to go with them………………………………… But not anymore………………………………… I put myself in His protection………………………………… If they have bad intention for me ………………………………… I hope he will protect me………………………………… Maybe they have good intention………………………………… But I am not sure………………………………… My head is full of it………………………………… I hope he will be my side forever and ever ………………………………………………

26 mar 20 kamis…………………………………………………………………

Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………………………………… Allahuaknar] ………………………………………………………………… ]]

25 mar 20 rabu…………………………………………………………………

Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus kecelek………………………………………………………………… Pul………………………………………………………………… Lapak………………………………………………………………… Pednet………………………………………………………………… Alfa………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

24 mar 20 selasa…………………………………………………………………

Tokoplastik………………………………………………………………… Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………………………………… Pul………………………………………………………………… Pednet………………………………………………………………… Alfa………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

23 mar 20 senen…………………………………………………………………

Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………………………………… Lapak………………………………………………………………… Pul………………………………………………………………… Tokoplastik eror………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

22 mar 20 minggu…………………………………………………………………

Klinik………………………………………………………………… Apotek………………………………………………………………… Lapak………………………………………………………………… Pednet………………………………………………………………… Lapak………………………………………………………………… Allahuaknar…………………………………………………………………

21 mar 20 sabtu…………………………………………………………………

Dijemput bumei………………………………………………………………… Kondangan pbroto d kampus………………………………………………………………… Diantar bmei………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

20 mar 20 jumat…………………………………………………………………

………………………………………………………………… Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………………………………… Ada………………………………………………………………… Wrg………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

19 mar 20 kamis…………………………………………………………………

Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………………………………… Pulgsk………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

18 mar 20 rabu…………………………………………………………………

Wrg………………………………………………………………… Kampus………………………………………………………………… Puylgsk………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………

17 mar 20 selasa ……………………………………………………………………………………………..

massage………………………………………………………………… Wrg………………………………………………………………… Campus………………………………………………………………… Pul………………………………………………………………… Malam ngantar ciprut n silbi to vet………………………………………………………………… Diner in tembalang………………………………………………………………… Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………