I want to get a scholarship far away

 I want to get a scholarship far away

then get a job offer there

keep living there

then get love there

then live happily there

forever

until the end of time

in his protection

I also have to make peace with my dreams

 

I also have to make peace with my dreams

all of my dreams

and everything looks absurd

this age

various dreams

let the dream be a dream

leave it to god

tell him all the dreams that exist

if he wants

then this dream will come true

if it doesnt

i have to still be fine

don't be tired

Do not give up

don't be hurt

I also have to make peace with my study plan

 I also have to make peace with my study plan

I want to get a scholarship

so i don't have to pay for college

but i have tried many times

and all failed

make heartache

scared to try again

looks like that's not my way

maybe i have to pay for it myself

God willing

Yesterday, I consulted with a friend who was studying with her own money

God willing, I can imitate her

God willingthere is a way

IGod willing he will help

God willing, I will be able to

I also have to make peace with my career

 I also have to make peace with my career

I want to have a job

have tried once

and failed

offended

and afraid to try again

afraid to fail again

afraid of getting hurt again

so temporarily make peace with this current career

Maybe God doesn't think I deserve a position

maybe with that position i will be sick

many errors

many mistakes

abuse everything

scary huh?

I also have to make peace with my workplace

 I also have to make peace with my workplace

I want to work far away

but for now it seems impossible

this age

and there are no signs of an open road to get there

but for god anything is possible

keep on praying

keep asking

hope it's accepted

but for now I have to make peace with this one

instead of being hurt asking not to be granted

Although all work friends are unique

I hope everything will be fine in the future

I hope that in the future there will be no more pain

I must always be good with them

so they are good to me

and also god is good to me

I also have to make peace with the neighbors

 I also have to make peace with the neighbors

even though they have unique characteristics

but they are all good to me

I have to be nice to them too

until later God will be good to me

hope they all just get along well until the end of time

there will be no dispute between them

may god keep them from fighting

May God always protect them all

may god always make them happy

I have to make peace with all

 

I have to make peace with all

surrender to everything

looks like these dreams will poison me

all rejected raw

make heartache

should i stop dreaming

and just live what's in front of me

make peace with where I live

it seems that the dream to live far away there is no longer possible

but god is everything

nothing is impossible for him

but for now I have to make peace with this one

than I'm hurt asking and it's not granted

here too, God willing, everything will be fine

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