Monday, May 20, 2019

kenangan jalan2 ke karimunjawa bersama teman2 kerja

kenangan jalan2 ke karimunjawa bersama teman2 kerja

many works…………………………………………….

then I got stressed……………………………………………. confused what to do……………………………………………. the mind telling me to go home……………………………………………. but I force myself to stay……………………………………………. but it is useless……………………………………………. I did stay but I don’t know what to do……………………………………………. as there are so much going on in my mind……………………………………………. there are so much works before me……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. I hope it will not happen again……………………………………………. I hope I can stay……………………………………………. and doing all the jobs……………………………………………. finishing all the assignments……………………………………………. smoothly……………………………………………. without obstacles……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. I hope he hear this pray……………………………………………. I hope this pray gets to him……………………………………………. I hope he grant this pray……………………………………………. I hope he help me …………………………………………….

bppdn and lpdp…………………………………………….

then the first road is kind of blocked……………………………………………. now getting the info that there is another way……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. taking this road……………………………………………. I hope it runs smoothly……………………………………………. I hope he help me in this road……………………………………………. trying as best as I can……………………………………………. praying as hard as I can……………………………………………. the result is in his hands……………………………………………. don’t push him……………………………………………. he doesn’t like that……………………………………………. must have a big heart……………………………………………. must accept whatever it comes……………………………………………. coz he knows what best for me……………………………………………. it is not certain that what I want is good for me …………………………………………….

bppdn and lpdp…………………………………………….

then the first road is kind of blocked……………………………………………. now getting the info that there is another way……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. taking this road……………………………………………. I hope it runs smoothly……………………………………………. I hope he help me in this road……………………………………………. trying as best as I can……………………………………………. praying as hard as I can……………………………………………. the result is in his hands……………………………………………. don’t push him……………………………………………. he doesn’t like that…………………………………………….

on fire…………………………………………….

on fire on hoping……………………………………………. on hoping to find mr right……………………………………………. mr right with full of love……………………………………………. love for me and my flaws……………………………………………. praying and believing……………………………………………. believing that the pray will be blessed……………………………………………. believing that he will help……………………………………………. believing that he love me……………………………………………. keep loving him……………………………………………. keep getting close to him……………………………………………. keep running towards him……………………………………………. keep making myself better ………………………………………………….

lappy suddenly died……………………………………………………………

making me stressed…………………………………………………………… all my notes are gone…………………………………………………………… I forget what I should do…………………………………………………………… thx lord it can live again…………………………………………………………… but the idm is error…………………………………………………………… being stressed again…………………………………………………………… restarting again…………………………………………………………… thx lord the idm is working…………………………………………………………… keep being confused though…………………………………………………………… thx lord I can finish all the answer key for English class…………………………………………………………… but after that keep being lost ……………………………………………………………

men under trees……………………………………………………………

scary…………………………………………………………… my thought is going back there…………………………………………………………… so this is it…………………………………………………………… the correlation…………………………………………………………… you made me afraid…………………………………………………………… in a way…………………………………………………………… you force me to go home…………………………………………………………… in the name of lord…………………………………………………………… I will take your rule…………………………………………………………… so there it is…………………………………………………………… keep the positive mind…………………………………………………………… I hope all will be fine…………………………………………………………… getting pray full and smoothly’…………………………………………………………… watching all movies without disturbances…………………………………………………………… and there are a lot of more…………………………………………………………… you are the greatest …………………………………………………………………

news from isdb………………………………………………

keep getting email from them……………………………………………… making me hopeful……………………………………………… I hope it is blessed by him……………………………………………… I hope I can pass……………………………………………… I hope I can study abroad……………………………………………… in the name of lord……………………………………………… I hope he knows my intention……………………………………………… he is great……………………………………………… I hope he assist me……………………………………………… I am afraid……………………………………………… of not being helped……………………………………………… of not passing……………………………………………… getting hurt again……………………………………………… I keep thinking of recommendation letter……………………………………………… then it was like that……………………………………………… next I must according to the rule……………………………………………… so I can pass……………………………………………… in the name of lord ………………………………………………