Sunday, May 24, 2020

selamat hari raya idul fitri 1441 h/ 2020 m

minal aidzin wal faidzin mohon maaf lahir batin

it seems like all policies are opposed ………………………………………….

they want to challenge all………………………………………. they make videos like bid boss………………………………………. they want it viral like what big boss want………………………………………. may I be safe under his leadership………………………………………. may all be safe under his leadership………………………………………. I hope this place will progress………………………………………. I hope this place develops………………………………………. may God protect this place………………………………………. may God make my leaders become good……………………………………….

Must always be positive………………………………………………….

Think positive that I will be accepted…………………………………………………. in one of the three places I mentioned in each of my prayers…………………………………………………. always think positive…………………………………………………. if later I am accepted…………………………………………………. then the study will go smoothly…………………………………………………. I'll graduate on time…………………………………………………. still positive after that…………………………………………………. if i have to stay there…………………………………………………. still happy…………………………………………………. believe in Him…………………………………………………. still positive…………………………………………………. if you really have to go back…………………………………………………. then go back it is…………………………………………………. but believe in Him…………………………………………………. that wherever I am placed…………………………………………………. that place is good for me ………………………………………………….

this situation ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

that country,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the other country,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope this place is safe,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope you help this place,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope you protect this place from bad people,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope this place is saved by You,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope good guys are saved,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope bad people become good,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope Evil people just die,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

plays the game ……………………………………………

hopefully not happen again………………………………………… I hope I can endure all temptations………………………………………… may God help me through the days………………………………………… so that I don't enter the abyss………………………………………… so that I don't get lost………………………………………… in the darkness of mind………………………………………… in the complexity of feelings…………………………………………

KALA HATI SUDAH TERTAMBAT PADANYA………………………………………………………………..

Berjalan menyusuri telaga……………………………………………………………….. Menerawang menyusuri jelaga……………………………………………………………….. Malam gelap tanpa cahaya……………………………………………………………….. Hanya menggantungkan semua pada rasa……………………………………………………………….. Kau tipu segala……………………………………………………………….. Semua terasa indah di mata……………………………………………………………….. Senyummu……………………………………………………………….. Tawamu……………………………………………………………….. Wajahmu……………………………………………………………….. Manismu……………………………………………………………….. Semua terekam dalam jejak……………………………………………………………….. Semua mengumpulkan harap……………………………………………………………….. Semua menggunungkan pinta……………………………………………………………….. Dan terus terjadi……………………………………………………………….. Dan terus bertanya……………………………………………………………….. Apalah semua rasa……………………………………………………………….. Apalah benar adanya……………………………………………………………….. Bukan lagi meminta……………………………………………………………….. Karena itu pun tak kan mengalihkan dunia……………………………………………………………….. Kala hati sudah tertambat padanya……………………………………………………………….. Begitu bodohnya kah aku………………………………………………………………..

DARI HATI YANG PERNAH TERSAKITI………………………………………………………………..

Terjadi dan terjadi lagi……………………………………………………………….. Ingin ku jadi baik……………………………………………………………….. Selalu menyebarkan cinta……………………………………………………………….. Selalu menebarkan kasih……………………………………………………………….. Selalu membagikan sayang……………………………………………………………….. Tak peduli mereka……………………………………………………………….. Tak mengharapkan balas……………………………………………………………….. Ku ingin semua indah……………………………………………………………….. Namun ada kalanya aku kalah……………………………………………………………….. Sakit ini terasa menyiksa……………………………………………………………….. Dan aku tetap membodohkan diri……………………………………………………………….. Dan aku tetap memaksa diri……………………………………………………………….. Kupecut hati……………………………………………………………….. Untuk terus mencinta……………………………………………………………….. Dan biarlah kuterima semua……………………………………………………………….. Dalam bahagia yang terpaksa……………………………………………………………….. Dalam senyum yang merekah……………………………………………………………….. Dari hati yang pernah tersakiti ………………………………………………………………..

23 mei 20 sabtu…………………………………………………………….

Klinik……………………………………………………………. Apotek……………………………………………………………. Allahuaknar…………………………………………………………….

22 mei 20 jumat…………………………………………………………….

Ped ngantar uang lapak……………………………………………………………. Wrg……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

21 mei 20 kamis…………………………………………………………….

At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

20 mei 20 rabu…………………………………………………………….

At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

19 mei 20 selasa…………………………………………………………….

At home all dau……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

18 mei 20 senen…………………………………………………………….

Kampus ambil vakasi……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

17 mei 20 minggu…………………………………………………………….

At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

16 mei 20 sabtu…………………………………………………………….

Alfa bayar game……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

15 mei 20 jumat…………………………………………………………….

Alfa……………………………………………………………. Jumatan……………………………………………………………. Pul……………………………………………………………. Sore yoga at yayan……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

14 mei 20 kamis…………………………………………………………….

Tokoplastik……………………………………………………………. Lapak……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

13 mei 20 rabu…………………………………………………………….

Superindo belanja……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

12 mei 20 selasa…………………………………………………………….

At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

11 mei 20 senen …………………………………………………………………………..

………………………………………….. Kampus beli air……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

Monday, May 11, 2020

BIARLAH SEMUA TERUS APA ADANYA………………………………………………………………..

Berkali-kali kukirimkan cinta……………………………………………………………….. Berkali-kali ku merasa hampa……………………………………………………………….. Tak ada lagi kabar berita……………………………………………………………….. Hanya angina bersama bisikannya……………………………………………………………….. Menerjang telinga……………………………………………………………….. Dalam diam ke termenung……………………………………………………………….. Dan kau tak lagi agung……………………………………………………………….. Dalam hatiku yang tergulung……………………………………………………………….. Namun semua percuma……………………………………………………………….. Masih ada hati yang berharap……………………………………………………………….. Dan terus berharap……………………………………………………………….. Tak mau terima kenyataan……………………………………………………………….. Terus hidup dalam mimoi……………………………………………………………….. Terbang di awing-awang……………………………………………………………….. Betapa semua adalah semu……………………………………………………………….. Menyiksa diri……………………………………………………………….. Mengkhianati hati……………………………………………………………….. Biarlah semua terus apa adanya………………………………………………………………..

concentrate on that news………………………………………………….

it seems…………………………………………………. really hope that it will happen…………………………………………………. hope the apocalypse…………………………………………………. Alright…………………………………………………. hopefully what is expected to happen…………………………………………………. if it is me…………………………………………………. I will still enjoy my live…………………………………………………. as good as possible…………………………………………………. with expectations…………………………………………………. he is with me…………………………………………………. he takes care of me…………………………………………………. all my life…………………………………………………. when the end comes…………………………………………………. I want to stay protected…………………………………………………. If he allows ………………………………………………………….

10 mei 20 minggu………………………………………………………………..

Bukber d Lombok ijo……………………………………………………………….. With baskoro ery surya……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

9 mei 20 sabtu………………………………………………………………..

Seharian d rumah……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

8 mei 20 jumat………………………………………………………………..

Siang bli sirup d alfa……………………………………………………………….. Sore yoga at yayan……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

7 mei 20 kamis………………………………………………………………..

Took plastic……………………………………………………………….. Harmoni……………………………………………………………….. Pul……………………………………………………………….. Lapak……………………………………………………………….. Alfa……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

6 mei 20 rabu………………………………………………………………..

Seharian d rumah……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

5 mei 20 selasa………………………………………………………………..

Seharian d rumah……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

4 mei 20 senen………………………………………………………………..

Seharian d rumah……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

3 mei 20 minggu………………………………………………………………..

Alfa……………………………………………………………….. Bulik……………………………………………………………….. Potong……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

2 mei 20 sabtu………………………………………………………………..

Seharian d rumah……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

1 mei 20 jumat …………………………………………………………………………………..

At yayan ……………………………………………………………….. Yoga……………………………………………………………….. Allahuakbar………………………………………………………………..

Friday, May 8, 2020

choose

tawan loves ton so much. he give his heart to ton completely. he give ton future wife. he kept his sickness. he plan his own dead. but in the end ton knows all. and ton choose him. mp: so much tear. so much pain. i cant handle this.

Thursday, May 7, 2020

reminders

a story about three couples. the first couple is noh and phun (must watch love sick first) (which is said to be the first drama of BL which was an extraordinary success in Thailand). now they are adults. becoming college student. and still having an affair. the second pair is two and wish ( said it was not from love by chance) but I think it comes from love by chance. but the story here is really different. so confused in watching it. the third pair is pin and son (still not from love by chance), which made me confused. my understanding has been wrong. so i have to think again. because I think this is continuation of love by chance. apparently this is for the promotion of love sick season three. and also promotions for the actors. mp: being understand after reading other people's reviews. hope the actors don't be the same if the story is different. so I'm not confused. I think the story is the same.

3 will be free

Neo is a stripper who is running away from the loan shark Thana and his gang, after having an affair with Thana's wife Vanika. One day, the criminals find him in the bar where he works. In attempting to escape, he ends up bumping into two people who will change his life: Shin, a gay boy, the son of Thana, who is frustrated at being rejected by a friend; and Mew, the manager of a gogo bar who is running away from her past. Accidentally, they end up killing one of the gang members who was chasing Neo, which makes them enemies of the gang. Now all three need to find a solution to escape from this situation together, while at the same time managing the physical and sentimental attraction that arises between them mp: apparently there is really love divided? apparently there is really a human who wants to share his love? apparently there is really a human who is willing to share his love? I can't imagine if I'm in that position.

Wednesday, May 6, 2020

2wish

The story of Two and Wish who live together after graduation. Wish is waiting for a job so he's responsible for housework. Two got an office job and met a lot of people including a net idol "Auy" who came to interfere with their relationship mp: in love by chance this couple is really good. here this couple is boring. This is all the director's fault. This is all the script writer's fault. hiksssss

love by chance

Love by chance the series tells about the love story of the main characters, namely Pete (Saint Suppapong Udomkaewkanjana) and Ae (Perth Tanapon Sukhumpantanasan) they are students of the sama year but they have different study programs. Pete is calm, kind, obedient, cheerful, and also very easy to use because of his innocent attitude. Ae has a strict, kind, friendly, helpful, and ambitious character, another one he is curious and easy to get angry. The two of them were reunited because of a small accident where Pete fell due to accidental Ae crashing into him using a bicycle, when Ae was leaving for the technical campus and so was Pete who was going to his campus. Ae who felt uneasy because of making Pete injured then took Pete to the nearest clinic at their campus. This is where the beginning of their story begins. From helping one another, and loving one another by expressing their feelings. mp: the most interesting cast is the supporting role... he is super funny and he is extremely crazy.... my kind of guy

2moons 2

remake of 2moons. with the same story. but with different casts. mp: i wish the story is the continuation of the first season.

2moons..

Senior campus prince falls in love with junior campus prince. It turns out the junior is his high school love. and finally they can have a happy ending. mp: all only in a fantasy world. expect to happen in the real world. might exist in the real world. but not near me ... hikssss