Them going
malang friends
usa gang
canadian gang
All go
One by one
Left me behind
Feeling left out
I envy
I am sad
Why don't I go
why god
What did I do wrong
What am I lacking?
I know I made a lot of mistakes
I know my sins are many
I promise I will get better
God
Help me
Make me go
My brain is racing
I have to be calm
I have to accept everything
I have to make peace with him
Whatever the decision is the best
Best for me
If I don't go I have to accept
Can't be sad
There is another plan for me from him
Better plan
I don't know what it is
I hope I can accept his decision
