Wednesday, December 10, 2025

New Realization

 






New Realization

a new realization—
they live in the clouds,
while I stand here,
two feet on the ground,
facing life as it truly is.

he, the leader,
always comparing there to here,
never seeing the distance between the two,
never noticing how far below
our systems, our resources, our realities lie.

yet he expects there
to move like here,
to run like here,
to bloom like here.
how?
it’s impossible.
everything is different—
wealth,
income,
opportunity,
education,
even the rhythm of life.
every level
is a world apart.

and his followers—
wow.
I don’t know why,
but every time I face them,
my heart aches.
memories of the past,
wounds of the present,
their attitudes,
their words—
everything stings.

God,
please protect me
from the cruel hearts
that linger here,
from the bully
and all who follow him.

Remembering

 



Remembering

remembering—
how arrogant he was,
how easily he could sway someone’s fate,
how he could make a person lose their job,
as if power were nothing more than a toy
he was proud to display.

proud of his influence,
proud of the force he held,
a frightening kind of pride—
and all I can do is pray
to be kept far from people like him,
to be protected from hearts
so dark and heavy.

God, may You awaken him
from the rottenness he carries.

and the impact—
because we work in the same place,
because I am here partly through his path,
I fear others might hate me
the way they hate him.

my mind whispers that,
I hope it isn’t true,
I pray it’s only my fear speaking.

but if it is true, God…
shield me from every cruelty,
from every hidden intention,
and guide me through all of this
with a heart that stays unbroken.

10 des 25 rabu

 




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