Thursday, April 27, 2023

27 april 23 kamis


 27 april 23 kamis

mlmalfa1

alfa2

wrg

alfa3

wrg

allahuakbar


Wednesday, April 26, 2023

26 april 23 rabu


 26 april 23 rabu

shrndrmh

allahuakbar


Tuesday, April 25, 2023

25 april 23 selasa

 



25 april 23 selasa

wrg

allahuakbar


Monday, April 24, 2023

the day of the dancing feet

 




the blessing from above

the last dinner of the party

benediction from angels

the day of the dancing feet

favor from the fairies

the houses of cards

being nice and good

hoping his protection

expecting his love

anticipating his help

looking for his guidance

wanting his accompany

assuming all his good

trusting his plans

wishing his rainbows

looking forward to the time

when he puts me in his haven

with all other fairies

the winged creatues


saying goodbyes to the stones

 




 how come

 all the plans are planning

getting all the measurement

the accompany of the chatting box

thus going to the dancing couple



no horses of the carts

no hand to hold

being alone and being strong


no trains towards rainbow land

no passengers to see and chat

stealing the birds


when they are flying away

the onwer standing still

keeping him in the storage



That's the plan


the day of the race

saying goodbyes to the stones

keeping promises to the hearts

the impactful schecule


Freeing thyself

 




 If no

sending to the haven

determined heart

In solitude

Find happiness

Avoiding craziness


Painful heart

 No crying

Just accepting

 Don't like it here

But must like it

Must be happy

Affirmation

Happy all the time


the colorful hiding place

run away with the angels and fairies

So no picnic

No gathering

Freeing thyself

 And hoping

When we do solitude

There is a very hot sighting

There is a very kind sighting

There is a very hot and kind sighting

Who fall for me

So deep


Levitating to the gurus

 





 crazily insanity

taking a long period of precious time

tiring the heart

recalling the purely thought

Must be happy

All the time

Full of laugh

Full of smile

Shining from the inside

Levitating to the gurus

Absorbing all their brains

 Very sleepy

 Holy moly


Going steep up ahead towards the galaxy

 




 Everything seems hectic

 Too much

 My brain can't take it

 Being so loud and proud

 Punching my ears

 Stroking the sticks of the drums

 Dancing of the feet

 To the melodious clouds

Crazy botch

 Queen of the lush

Green all the way to the stairs of the rainbow

 Going steep up ahead towards the galaxy


Gasping for the holy ray

 


 


 Understand all the places

 Signing all the clues

 Leading to the paths of the holy stone

 Awesomeness being made

 Piece by piece

Layer by layer

 Step by step

 Slapping the nosey heads

 What the hell happen

 Burying aching heart

 Biasing the fragrance faint

 Chiming the hourly seduce

 About that

 Couple thimg

 Spouse thing

 Making me angry

Always

 Disgusting

 Their standard is very very low

 Unimaginable

Quart of the bloody battle

That weapon to this weapon

 Anger the angst

 Don't care really

 Just grapping the little bit left of shine

 Gasping for the holy ray


To the note of angels


 No more pls

 Disgusting

 Puking all the inside out

 Making the colorful wall

 Putting me onside

 Putting them outside

Borderly contagious

 Smiley fences

 Later

At home

When we try to sing and humming

Nothingness is the best

 Count it down

 To the last breath

 And make it impactful

 Waiting to the hall of the alley

Rampant and green

Kitten and kettle

 Meow together

 To the note of angels

 Spreading wings

 Flapping the feathers

 Wind of the transparent beings

 Do that and silence this

24 april 23 senen


 24 april 23 senen

hotel

pul

pekalongan alone

pul tol tutup

allahuakbar



Sunday, April 23, 2023

23 april 23 minggu


 23 april 23 minggu

wrg

pul

majt

hotel

wrg

hotel

pijet

allahuakbar


Saturday, April 22, 2023

22 april 23 sabtu

 



22 april 23 sabtu

buliknur

pakdekkamto

budetut

pom

budedrajat

budemarni

bergota

pul

rselizabetpakpohharno

allahuakbar


Friday, April 21, 2023

21 april 23 jumat

 




21 april 23 jumat

jumatan

allahuakbar



Thursday, April 20, 2023

20 april 23 kamis


 20 april 23 kamis

wrg

majt

baskoro

wrg

baskoro

allahuakbar

Wednesday, April 19, 2023

19 april 23 rabu

 




19 april 23 rabu

wrg

majt

allahuakbar


Tuesday, April 18, 2023

18 april 23 selasa


 18 april 23 selasa

kampus

majt

wrg

majt

wrg

allahuakbar


whispering to the dragons

 



hoping for your help

wishing for your guidance

how to conquer the land of uncertainty

how to defeat fear

want to combat the sadness

finding the one

the one who has lightning

spreading the happines

into me

piercing into my veins

wrapping my souls

levitating me to the colorful lands

whispering to the unicorns

holding his hand

towards me

leading me to the springs

whispering to the dragons

taking his hands

inside me

forwarding me to the lush

whispering to the elephants

just stay still

admiring the beauty

taking it all in

enlightening the spirit


wrapping your eyes




 it hurts a lot

want that world

full of colors

rainbow of the hearts

showering the sweats to the souls

breathing heavily through the veins

dancing on the wooden floor

wearing pearls all over the crowns

jumping up and down 

in the pool of gold

laughing and smiling

wholesome happiness

the dark force of irritation

jealousy of the body

wrapping your eyes

squeezing your ears

just stand still

scream in silent

shouting in the far away land

in the mode of statue

reaching to the fullness

Monday, April 17, 2023

17 april 23 senen


 17 april 23 senen

pgkampus

sorewrg

majt

allahuakbar


Sunday, April 16, 2023

16 april 23 minggu


 16 april 23 minggu

sorewrg

majt

alfa

pom

allahuakbar

Gasping for air

 




In the name of the greatest

Give me your grandness

So I can relate it all to you

Giving my all

To the duties I was assigned

The one that feel burdening me so much

Feeling in pain

Squeezing my chest so deep

Gasping for air

Releasing the sweats

Pouring the wholesome tears

Washing the colorful land

Poisoning the neighbors

Contaminating the community

Painting it all rainbow


Want to scream

 




my head hurt

So many things to do

And I procrastinate

It hurt a lot

It burdens my head so much

It kills me inside

Want to scream

Want to magically done all the things

Want everything finish all at once

Want to get spv easily

But never get that

This has been so long

And I never get the spv they want

I did get the spv I want

But it is personal

I can't use that for scholarship

And that hurts

Lord

Help me pls

Get me spv that they want

I promise I will work hard

I promise I will never give up

I promise I will accept all your decisions

As all your plan are good

Saturday, April 15, 2023

15 april 23 sabtu


 15 april 23 sabtu

aan nmobil

bowojemput

olipbukber

bowonganter

aan

allahuakbar


Friday, April 14, 2023

14 april 23 jumat

 




14 april 23 jumat

jumatan

indoabsen

mlmtaraweh

wrg

parents

ciprutpendarahan

allahuakbar


13 april 23 kamis


 13 april 23 kamis

kampus

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar


Thursday, April 13, 2023

Into oblivion

 



the previously is scary

the adding is burdening

ghost of the brains

rock squeezing the lungs

tears rivering

dear the great

promise me power of light

What is it now

Everything is scary

Everything need time

Everything need effort

But I find it hard to get those

Injecting into my system

Everything seems to disappear

Into oblivion

Nothing left

Just the dust and the fog

Full of fragrance

Remind me of another land

The colorful clouds

whispering loudly




 I should work

I must conquer the devil spirit inside me

I must defeat the evil being inside me

Being lazy

Being stubborn

Want to do nothing

Just stuff unimportant to attend

Stupid me

Idiot me

I hope God help me

I hope he give me strength

calling the One

shouting his name

in my heart

whispering loudly

hitting the eardrum to the max

electrifying the universe of being

repeated effortlessly

 



the box that gives colorful movement

Or the ascending they say

With a lot of pupils

Just stand still

statue mode on

dont know what to do

must not be negative

Must be positif

And the kiss is given

Amazing exploration of heart

Awesome experience

Wonderful feeling

Great incident

hope it is happening continously

hope it is repeated effortlessly

wish they are ok

wish they are happy

wish they get extraodinary things in their circles


Wednesday, April 12, 2023

12 april 23 rabu


 12 april 23 rabu

kampus

mlmtaraweh

wrg

allahuakbar


Tuesday, April 11, 2023

11 april 23 selasa

 




11 april 23 selasa

kampus

mlmtaraweh

alfa

wrg

indomrt

wrg

allahuakbar

Monday, April 10, 2023

sukses selalu untuk mbak septi

 


10 april 23 senen


 10 april 23 senen

kampus

pul

mlmtaraweh

wrg1

wrg2

allahuakbar


What about now




 The poem in my brain

For the pic in my head

What about now

Just jot down things

That across my mind

Passing through

Never mind

Didn't stop either

Showing off

The body

The performance

The look

The glance

The elegance

The whole

It all in imagination land

colorful realm

Sunday, April 9, 2023

9 april 23 minggu

 




9 april 23 minggu

mlmtaraweh

allahuakbar


Saturday, April 8, 2023

8 april 23 sabtu

 




8 april 23 sabtu

sore blonjo

wrg

mlmtaraweh

alfa

allahuakbar

sudden thought

 



sudden thought

i discredit my kids

as their choice

as they didnt go there

sudden thought

i think my teachers did the same

to me and my friends

as my class is not the main one

it is some kind of addition to the main ones

sudden thought

i shouldnt dfo that anymore

forcing myslef to do better

forcing myself to like them

forcing myslef to love them

forcing myself to respect them

forcing myself to treat them better

as they are the future

as they are the nature provided to my lap

to nurture them

to make them exceptional

and i will do that

with his help

with his guidance

with his blessings


Friday, April 7, 2023

7 april 23 jumat

 




7 april 23 jumat

jumatan

atm

penjahit

wrg1

alfa

tokobuah

mlmtarawih

allahuakbar


Thursday, April 6, 2023

6 april 23 kamis


 6 april 23 kamis

kampus

wrg

mlmmasjidpanut

allahuakbar


Wednesday, April 5, 2023

5 april 233 rabu

 



5 april 233 rabu

kampus

mlm majsid

wrg1

wrg2

allahuakbar

Tuesday, April 4, 2023

4 april 23 selasa


 4 april 23 selasa

kantorpos

klinik

kampus

sorebukberbeachday

wrg

majt

wrg

allahuakbar

Monday, April 3, 2023

3 april 23 senen

 




3 april 23 senen

pgkampus

sorewrg

majt

allahuakbar


Sunday, April 2, 2023

2 apri 23 minggu

 




2 apri 23 minggu

majt

wrg

majt

allahuakbar


Saturday, April 1, 2023

1 april 23 sabtu


 1 april 23 sabtu

pgatm

manpa

wrg

pul

majt

wrg

allahuakbar