Wednesday, May 1, 2019

they move it ………………………………………………

is my pray working……………………………………………… is it my pray doing it……………………………………………… I remember I did that wish a long time ago……………………………………………… I wish really hard……………………………………………… and I do hope they really move it away……………………………………………… far from this island……………………………………………… coz there are so much negative……………………………………………… in that city……………………………………………… I want to put that away from me……………………………………………… and my family……………………………………………… and my friends……………………………………………… and my neighborhood……………………………………………… and I want the government to be fair……………………………………………… I want them to taste all the injustice out there……………………………………………… as up to now they only think about this island……………………………………………… and not others……………………………………………… they neglect them……………………………………………… tho in the news they claim they had done so much for them……………………………………………… but in fact all of them are lies ………………………………………………..

not blaming others……………………………………………………………

I always blame myself…………………………………………………………… if anything bad happens to me…………………………………………………………… either it is me not praying properly…………………………………………………………… or forgetting god…………………………………………………………… or doing something bad…………………………………………………………… that is why…………………………………………………………… I try so hard to always be good…………………………………………………………… not doing bad things…………………………………………………………… but I fail most of the times…………………………………………………………… the temptation is unbelievable…………………………………………………………… the devils are so good in doing their things…………………………………………………………… by putting a lot of beauties in front of my eyes…………………………………………………………… and I always fall for them…………………………………………………………… let alone it is proved they do bad things to me…………………………………………………………… they hurt me so bad again and again…………………………………………………………… many times…………………………………………………………… and I too promise myself…………………………………………………………… over and over again…………………………………………………………… not to fall for their kinds…………………………………………………………… but it is really hard ,…………………………………………………………………