Saturday, January 3, 2026

A Prayer Between Wounds

 



A Prayer Between Wounds

forgive me for thinking negatively,
not out of envy,
but from exhaustion
watching them move in circles
that never leave space for me

they alienate me
the phrase echoes
like a door closing softly,
yet loud enough
to leave a bruise

job opportunities appear,
but they are shared quietly,
passed only among themselves,
names repeating,
faces unchanged,
while I remain unseen

bismillah,
I place this disappointment
in God’s hands,
the One who knows
how to replace loss
with something better,
something fair,
something meant for me

and one of them—
acting strange,
pretending to know everything,
always interfering with what is mine,
crossing lines,
invading spaces
I tried so hard to protect

it truly hurts,
but I choose prayer
over revenge
may God return what is deserved,
not through my hands,
but through His justice
that never fails

SDGs (Sustainable Development Goals / Tujuan Pembangunan Berkelanjutan)

 



SDGs (Sustainable Development Goals / Tujuan Pembangunan Berkelanjutan) memiliki 17 poin (tujuan utama).

Ke-17 poin SDGs adalah:

  1. Tanpa Kemiskinan

  2. Tanpa Kelaparan

  3. Kehidupan Sehat dan Sejahtera

  4. Pendidikan Berkualitas

  5. Kesetaraan Gender

  6. Air Bersih dan Sanitasi Layak

  7. Energi Bersih dan Terjangkau

  8. Pekerjaan Layak dan Pertumbuhan Ekonomi

  9. Industri, Inovasi, dan Infrastruktur

  10. Berkurangnya Kesenjangan

  11. Kota dan Permukiman yang Berkelanjutan

  12. Konsumsi dan Produksi yang Bertanggung Jawab

  13. Penanganan Perubahan Iklim

  14. Ekosistem Lautan

  15. Ekosistem Daratan

  16. Perdamaian, Keadilan, dan Kelembagaan yang Tangguh

  17. Kemitraan untuk Mencapai Tujuan

A Prayer Between Breaths

 



A Prayer Between Breaths

Astaghfirullāh
My Lord, forgive me
for every sin I carry,
the ones whispered in silence
and the ones exposed to the light
when my faith grew weak.

Allāhu akbar
You are the Greatest,
greater than my fear,
greater than my failure.
You are able to do all things,
including forgiving me
when I lose my way.

Lā ilāha illallāh
You alone are my God,
I worship none but You,
though my heart sometimes strays,
distracted by desire,
forgetful of its true return.

Subḥānallāh
You are the Most Pure,
untouched by fault or sin,
while I stand here,
a servant weighed down by flaws,
yet still hoping
in a mercy
that never ends.

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elta memory

 



tapi ga lolos

hiksss

belum rejeki

bismillah

semoga ada ganti yang lebih baik

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