selamat hari raya idul fitri 1441 h/ 2020 m

minal aidzin wal faidzin mohon maaf lahir batin

it seems like all policies are opposed ………………………………………….

they want to challenge all………………………………………. they make videos like bid boss………………………………………. they want it viral like what big boss want………………………………………. may I be safe under his leadership………………………………………. may all be safe under his leadership………………………………………. I hope this place will progress………………………………………. I hope this place develops………………………………………. may God protect this place………………………………………. may God make my leaders become good……………………………………….

Must always be positive………………………………………………….

Think positive that I will be accepted…………………………………………………. in one of the three places I mentioned in each of my prayers…………………………………………………. always think positive…………………………………………………. if later I am accepted…………………………………………………. then the study will go smoothly…………………………………………………. I'll graduate on time…………………………………………………. still positive after that…………………………………………………. if i have to stay there…………………………………………………. still happy…………………………………………………. believe in Him…………………………………………………. still positive…………………………………………………. if you really have to go back…………………………………………………. then go back it is…………………………………………………. but believe in Him…………………………………………………. that wherever I am placed…………………………………………………. that place is good for me ………………………………………………….

this situation ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

that country,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the other country,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope this place is safe,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope you help this place,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope you protect this place from bad people,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope this place is saved by You,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope good guys are saved,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope bad people become good,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I hope Evil people just die,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

plays the game ……………………………………………

hopefully not happen again………………………………………… I hope I can endure all temptations………………………………………… may God help me through the days………………………………………… so that I don't enter the abyss………………………………………… so that I don't get lost………………………………………… in the darkness of mind………………………………………… in the complexity of feelings…………………………………………

KALA HATI SUDAH TERTAMBAT PADANYA………………………………………………………………..

Berjalan menyusuri telaga……………………………………………………………….. Menerawang menyusuri jelaga……………………………………………………………….. Malam gelap tanpa cahaya……………………………………………………………….. Hanya menggantungkan semua pada rasa……………………………………………………………….. Kau tipu segala……………………………………………………………….. Semua terasa indah di mata……………………………………………………………….. Senyummu……………………………………………………………….. Tawamu……………………………………………………………….. Wajahmu……………………………………………………………….. Manismu……………………………………………………………….. Semua terekam dalam jejak……………………………………………………………….. Semua mengumpulkan harap……………………………………………………………….. Semua menggunungkan pinta……………………………………………………………….. Dan terus terjadi……………………………………………………………….. Dan terus bertanya……………………………………………………………….. Apalah semua rasa……………………………………………………………….. Apalah benar adanya……………………………………………………………….. Bukan lagi meminta……………………………………………………………….. Karena itu pun tak kan mengalihkan dunia……………………………………………………………….. Kala hati sudah tertambat padanya……………………………………………………………….. Begitu bodohnya kah aku………………………………………………………………..

DARI HATI YANG PERNAH TERSAKITI………………………………………………………………..

Terjadi dan terjadi lagi……………………………………………………………….. Ingin ku jadi baik……………………………………………………………….. Selalu menyebarkan cinta……………………………………………………………….. Selalu menebarkan kasih……………………………………………………………….. Selalu membagikan sayang……………………………………………………………….. Tak peduli mereka……………………………………………………………….. Tak mengharapkan balas……………………………………………………………….. Ku ingin semua indah……………………………………………………………….. Namun ada kalanya aku kalah……………………………………………………………….. Sakit ini terasa menyiksa……………………………………………………………….. Dan aku tetap membodohkan diri……………………………………………………………….. Dan aku tetap memaksa diri……………………………………………………………….. Kupecut hati……………………………………………………………….. Untuk terus mencinta……………………………………………………………….. Dan biarlah kuterima semua……………………………………………………………….. Dalam bahagia yang terpaksa……………………………………………………………….. Dalam senyum yang merekah……………………………………………………………….. Dari hati yang pernah tersakiti ………………………………………………………………..

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Klinik……………………………………………………………. Apotek……………………………………………………………. Allahuaknar…………………………………………………………….

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Ped ngantar uang lapak……………………………………………………………. Wrg……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

21 mei 20 kamis…………………………………………………………….

At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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At home all dau……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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Kampus ambil vakasi……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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Alfa bayar game……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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Alfa……………………………………………………………. Jumatan……………………………………………………………. Pul……………………………………………………………. Sore yoga at yayan……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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Tokoplastik……………………………………………………………. Lapak……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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Superindo belanja……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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At home all day……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….

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………………………………………….. Kampus beli air……………………………………………………………. Allahuakbar…………………………………………………………….