Tuesday, February 28, 2023
Monday, February 27, 2023
27 feb 23 senen
27 feb 23 senen
alfa
wrg
kampus
with bukartinabukhusnul
ke bulina
alfa
kampus
pul
allahuakbar
colorful heaven
i dont want to be nagative
bu ti feel that this place
give me something dark
and it hurt me
inside out
and i accuse them
forgive me if i am wrong
but if i am right
this is scary
pray hard
that he will protect me
from all evil intention towards me
hope he will make me secure
hope he will place me in the safe colorful heaven
where he will be there too
to accompany me all the way
to the end
if there is end
the colorful creature
someone thrown kitten in my place
i want it
i put it inside
but someone make it disappear
i am sad
but what can i do
just pray to him
report it all to him
hope he get what he deserve
hope i get the replacement
the colorful creature
the cute living thing
the adorable companion
soon
living colorfully
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someone something
broke my thing
i got angry
but i dont know who
so i just curse oblivion
i hope he will get what he deserve
and i hope mine will be ok
will be magnificent
always
go on thriving
conquering the darkness
spreading the love
living colorfully
Sunday, February 26, 2023
Saturday, February 25, 2023
Friday, February 24, 2023
24 feb 23 jumat
24 feb 23 jumat
otw semarang
restareasubuhan
kampus
pul
jumatan
bulikoleh2
wrgkopi
pijeteror
allahuakbar
karma is real
affirmation
to confirm that i will have my chance
to go study abroad
with the funding
as i deserve it
i believe i deserve it
and i will make myself to be better
so he will think that i have value
i worth it
plan it and do it
being consistent
being good
spreading the good
spreading the love
getting the good
getting the love
karma is real
do good always
get good always
constantly
again and again
never stop
eliminating you
I should be happy
If your presence doesn't do that for me
Sorry not sorry
Vanish you become
eliminating you from my whole
erasing you from my memory
you were my lesson
you will make me strong
stronger and stronger
braver and braver
wheren i can kill you all
the kinds of evil you
disguising in the silk robes
grateful is all i have
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in his mighty name
Waiting for long
Why
Suddenly
Thinking Hard
Bout this
I was fine
Then the feel comes
Too long
Getting Bored
No net
Getting worse
Maybe if there is net
Everything would be fine
grateful is all i have
gracefully placing myself before him
in all my humbleness
in my whole self respect
loving him
loving me
Seeing through
Now I get sucked
Into the middle of wilderness
Between concrete's and masses
Holding breath
Standing still
Hoping they will not notice
Being transparent
Seeing through
showering myself with rose petals
embracing myself with fragrants
shining the soul with smiles
rejoicing the contempted heart
with all the shadows of the unicorns
especially by him
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Hate this
The situation
When I wait for things
And there is no net
thankfully
Hate this
The situation
Where there is no net
As with net
I could no many things
So much stuff
i got escape from them all
into the rainbow land
where all happiness exist
where all sadness gone
just joy
no sorrow
being grateful
being loved
by everybody
especially by him
Thursday, February 23, 2023
23 feb 23 kamis
23 feb 23 kamis
hotel neo bali
desa adat panglipuran
rm soka
pelabuhan
rm grafika
otw semarang
allahuakbar
22 feb 23 rabu
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22 feb 23 rabu
brajasandi
sukowati
dewata
joger
cafe serimpi
meet adi
pantai melasti
pantai pandawa
tari kecak
pantai jimbaran
makrab
hotel
allahuakbar
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Sunday, February 19, 2023
19 feb 23 minggu
19 feb 23 minggu
ponorogo
hotel
wrgsarapan
gedungnikahanciprut
otw semarang
oleh2madiun
alo of restarea
wrg
homebyaan
allahuakbar
18 feb 23 sabtu
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18 feb 23 sabtu
dijemput aan
otw ponorogo
a lot of rest area
hotel
rumahfitting
hotel
rumahlamaranciprut
muterafla1alfa2
hotel
allahuakbar
Friday, February 17, 2023
Thursday, February 16, 2023
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under there
pray to the lord
that tomorrow will be colorful event
the unicorn will fly with us
the angels will shine above us
the birds will sing for us
we will dance melodiously
we will gather harmoniously
nothing bad will happen
all good will come to us
the rain of fragrant petals
of roses and tulips
the scent of heaven
that will illuminate us to the sky
fly above cloud
along with the transparant beings
all the white dresses
sway hence and forth
rhytmically
move the heart
rub the souls
stone cold stone warm
embrace the left and right
stay still run fast
transport the whole world to this tiny dot
strike close and near
into oblivion
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i curse you
to love me
till death do us part
i put a spell on you
to always care for me
never let me go
never let me sad
never let me angry
you will always make me happy
and i will surrender to you
i will give you my all
my one hundred percent and more
much more
and he will bless us
into oblivion
residing in the abyss
Wednesday, February 15, 2023
the prettier ones
it was not mine in the first place
but it had happened twice
i wonder why
what is the meaning behind all of this
i dont understand
i did all the good things
i did what they ask me to do
i did what he asked me to do
am i not satisfying
i am sad
but still hoping
that he will send the other ones
the higher ones
the better ones
the bigger ones
the prettier ones
that can make me soar
rise up to the rainbow
where all the state is bright
where there is no darkness
where all are happy
where there is no sadness
what a world
Tuesday, February 14, 2023
a hint of smile
grateful
being selected
to go far away
to the land of gods
the winged creature
flapping their golden feathers
creating pyramidic wind circles
that swept away all sadness
leaving all happiness behind
to stay put in the heart
of those who are silently worshipping
the almighty
that showing a hint of smile
in his hypnotizing lips
smirking elegantly
making all the bloods dances
in the veins of the sparkle paths
that lead us all
to the land of the color
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Monday, February 13, 2023
Sunday, February 12, 2023
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Saturday, February 11, 2023
life does not work that way
dont play with my heart
when you love someone
doesnt mean that
you will be loved back
life does not work that way
nobody told me
love hurt this bad
effing world
i need to destroy things
ruin stuff
let me do that
kicking you
hitting you
trashing you
cursing you
putting a spell on you
the dark that i get from the creature
beautiful witch
powerful wings
golden breaths
bleeding hairs
beating veins
flowing eyes
rolling nose
smiling devilishly
whispering the mantra
to bind you tightly
squeezing you magnanimously
choking you elegantly
let me dance
before your pains
let me shine
before your sorrows
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Friday, February 10, 2023
i curse you
i curse you
to dream of me
evry night
till the day you die
hope you are strong enough
as you are the pillar of my tracks
where i run around in your mind
all day long
bringing all my baggages
full of unicorns
with their golden wings
to give you winds
with all the sparkle dusts
illuminate your sight
to the destined path
the one i want
Thursday, February 9, 2023
Wednesday, February 8, 2023
the arch of the rainbow
the arch of the rainbow
the tasks given to me
beyond believe
out of the box
but it is fine
giving me experiences
giving me networks
hoping that all of this giving me a lot of positives
nice friends
hoping for more
the reactions are all good
like the wings of unicorns
winding all sparkling stones
dropping the curious sighs
whispering the silent treatment
rubbing all the way to the bone
twinkling the beat of the blood
flowing to the marble floors
standing tall
towering the miniscules
laughing and smiling
smelling the flowers of roses
the medals tighten to the hips
forcing to move
directing to the right
then to the left
dancing to the happy tunes
melodious eardrums
fibrating the veins
floating to the arch of the rainbow
the things i love
her words
questioning myself
which path should i take
confusing me
giving it all to him
let him decide
then follow the lead
as i believe in him
if this place is good for me
then thankfully he places me here
if this place is not good for me
i hope he always protect me from all evil doing directed towards me
then again
all his plans has hidden meaning
there must be reasons
why he places me here
all i had done is work
work and work
very hard
it is all for him
as i expect nothing from others
as i only expect things from him
hoping that all my works are accepted
then he rewards me
with nice things
with the things i love
to be complete again
feeling being loved
the warm embrace
of the lights from the sun
the only sprinkle piercing through the skins
the fresh air
the dew that reflects the smile of the leaves
that mirror the dances of the branches
saluting the north
whorshipping the south
singing to the west
thanking the east
all angels shining
enlightening the disable hearts
mending the broken soul
to be complete again
to rise above the cloud
where the colorful being gathers
in the magnificent rainbow universe
Tuesday, February 7, 2023
Monday, February 6, 2023
Sunday, February 5, 2023
Saturday, February 4, 2023
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