Rationalization.........................

Buying home......................... To invest future......................... To stay away from her......................... Avoid making a lot of sins......................... You know i cant stand her......................... She is something......................... Too much......................... Everything about her......................... Makes me go nut......................... That is why......................... It is better for me......................... To stay away......................... Coz i am afraid......................... I will hold my grudge......................... At her......................... All the time.........................

It used to be love.........................

This self......................... This being......................... This realm......................... This creature......................... Not anymore......................... It is contaminated......................... It is poisonous......................... Curse self......................... Curse world......................... Curse universe......................... Curse all......................... Not smile at all......................... No laugh what so ever......................... Just crying......................... Suffering.........................

Not feeling good.........................

Force them......................... To buy book......................... Sorry lord......................... Hope you understand......................... It is what it is......................... No hurt feeling......................... Dont get me wrong......................... No false itention......................... It is all for them......................... Honestly......................... I hope they are smart......................... Sincerely.........................

I feel stupid.........................

Torn into pieces......................... The one side gets angry......................... Feel being fooled......................... The fund is unbelievable......................... Not usual......................... Extra ordinary......................... The other side says......................... That i should accept it......................... Let it go......................... It is from above......................... Everything has purpose......................... Maybe he needs it......................... More than me.........................

It is good.........................

What just happenned......................... The black out......................... The dead lamp......................... It forced me to go......................... To the food stall......................... Eating......................... Smoking......................... Enjoying coffee......................... Reading......................... The last one is wonderful......................... Feel amazing......................... Can do that.........................

This is happening.........................

How i feel this......................... Elevate the feeling......................... For real......................... All the memories come......................... Love the past......................... Love the present......................... It makes me close to you......................... Not in the snese of physic......................... Great to feel this......................... This is what i want......................... And i hope i feel it more often......................... Before it seems difficult......................... Leisure distracts me all the time......................... End that now .........................

4 okt 16 selasa

Ikip mpe sore......................... Pulsa......................... Wrg......................... Tepar......................... Allahuakbar.........................

3 okt 16 senen

Ikip......................... Pul......................... Ikip......................... Bhsl ps......................... Mlm burjo......................... Allhuakbar.........................

2 okt `16 minggu

Pg renang eror......................... Rumah baru......................... Mas toyib......................... Warteg......................... Apotek eror......................... Pul......................... Siang burjo......................... Meet dian......................... At pameran batik......................... Apotek......................... Atm......................... At macmohan sriratu eror......................... At macmohan kranggan get pgri......................... Pom......................... Kencowowungu......................... Nganter dian......................... Pul keujanan......................... Mlm pijet......................... Wrg......................... Allhuakbar.........................

1 okt 16 sabtu

Ikip mpe sore......................... Allahuakbar.........................

30 sep 16 jumat

Burjo......................... Ikip......................... Pengajian at aryo nunut mbak dina......................... Ikip ambil motor......................... Allhuakbar.........................

29 sep 16 kamis

Ikip mpe sore......................... Wrg......................... Allahuakbar.........................

28 sep 16 rabu

Ikip mpe sore......................... Allhuakbar.........................

27 sep 16 selasa

Ikip mpe sore......................... Bhsl ps......................... Burjo......................... Allhuakbar.........................

26 sep 16 senen

Ikip mpe sore......................... Mlm burjo......................... Allhuakbar.........................

25 sep 16 minggu

Pg kolamrenang......................... Meet pijet ian......................... At ian pijet......................... Burjo......................... Pul......................... Mlm indmrt......................... Diijemput......................... Resepsi w dian hendra esti......................... Diantar......................... Allhuakbar.........................

24 sep 16 sabtu

Ikip......................... Pul gasik......................... Duplikat kunci......................... Superindo......................... Bhsl ps......................... Mlm burjo......................... Atm......................... Allhuakbar.........................

23 sep 16 jumat

Omahbaru ambil buku......................... Ikip mpe sore......................... Bensin......................... Alfamidi......................... At romani tilik ombudi......................... Allhuakbar.........................