Monday, May 6, 2019

film right or wrong

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb3T0kMAfkw&feature=youtu.be the lecturer vs his student. dear lord. what did happen. dear lord. is it just an imaginary thing. dear lord. can you copy this story into my real life. can relate to this movie..... give me high hope........ but being destroyed so many times.... then i retreat my hope to the darkerst corner....

I think I know what should I do……………………………………………

what I want is having a business…………………………………………… and my family cant do that…………………………………………… they don’t understand business…………………………………………… they don’t have soul for it…………………………………………… they depend their life on government payroll…………………………………………… and if they are retired…………………………………………… they still depend their life on their pension from government…………………………………………… up to now I always ask for help from them…………………………………………… to do business…………………………………………… but I always fail…………………………………………… just now I realize that…………………………………………… so I will change my mind…………………………………………… ask him for help…………………………………………… and ask friends who already have business …………………………………………………

I speak the loudest when I use my pen…………………………………………………………………………………………

sorry if I am not good in expressing my thoughts through mouth………………………………………………………………………………………… orally………………………………………………………………………………………… in an instant………………………………………………………………………………………… I neetd to think about what I want to say………………………………………………………………………………………… I need time to process everything………………………………………………………………………………………… but if I use my pen………………………………………………………………………………………… everything seems run smoothly………………………………………………………………………………………… there are many things coming out of my mind………………………………………………………………………………………… tho sometimes I am overpowered by those………………………………………………………………………………………… as the speed of thinking is unbelievable………………………………………………………………………………………… sometimes when I don’t finish writing something yet………………………………………………………………………………………… my thought has wandered all over………………………………………………………………………………………… adding this and that………………………………………………………………………………………… making me confused………………………………………………………………………………………… but still it is better with pen………………………………………………………………………………………… than with mouth………………………………………………………………………………………… as I can write it down at side note………………………………………………………………………………………… then I can elaborate it………………………………………………………………………………………… as I cant do that orally………………………………………………………………………………………… when it is jammed………………………………………………………………………………………… then all will be ruined …………………………………………………………………………………………

if we broke up nicely…………………………………………………………………………………………

when there is no more love on both sides………………………………………………………………………………………… they can become friends………………………………………………………………………………………… but eventho we broke up nicely………………………………………………………………………………………… but one side still has love………………………………………………………………………………………… they will not be friends………………………………………………………………………………………… that is for me………………………………………………………………………………………… I don’t want to get hurt………………………………………………………………………………………… if you don’t love me………………………………………………………………………………………… go away………………………………………………………………………………………… I don’t want to get false hope………………………………………………………………………………………… if you want to meet………………………………………………………………………………………… then I get my hope high………………………………………………………………………………………… but in the end………………………………………………………………………………………… there is nothing in our meeting………………………………………………………………………………………… that is hurtful …………………………………………………………………………………………

when I teach…………………………………………………………………………………………

sometimes I do another job along with it………………………………………………………………………………………… I want them to understand………………………………………………………………………………………… the ones got the presentation duty………………………………………………………………………………………… and the others calmly paying attention to the presentation………………………………………………………………………………………… but it is not like that in reality………………………………………………………………………………………… they are noisy………………………………………………………………………………………… making me irritated………………………………………………………………………………………… I want to make them being effective people………………………………………………………………………………………… one bullet kill two or more birds………………………………………………………………………………………… but all of them bad………………………………………………………………………………………… imagining the future of this country is in their hands………………………………………………………………………………………… dear lord………………………………………………………………………………………… it is dark………………………………………………………………………………………… and the next generation after them is also in their hands………………………………………………………………………………………… if they become teachers………………………………………………………………………………………… dear lord………………………………………………………………………………………… it is gloomy………………………………………………………………………………………… I am afraid………………………………………………………………………………………… but seeing all colleagues are also like that………………………………………………………………………………………… it is disgusting………………………………………………………………………………………… dear lord………………………………………………………………………………………… I am confused………………………………………………………………………………………… what should I do………………………………………………………………………………………… to make them good………………………………………………………………………………………… the students………………………………………………………………………………………… the coworkers………………………………………………………………………………………… in the name of lord………………………………………………………………………………………… all is in your hands …………………………………………………………………………………………

this place.............................................

cozy........................................... wrok related........................................... make me comfort........................................... i can be productive........................................... but thinking bout the fund........................................... it is expensive to always go here........................................... but i cant work at home........................................... the place is not cozy........................................... and there is no net........................................... i cant work at aunt........................................... as the place is not comfortable........................................... tho there is a very good net........................................... i cant work at office........................................... as the others always disturb me........................................... i cant concentrate........................................... lord help me please........................................... as this is for a good cause...........................................

4 mei 19 sabtu…………………………………………………………………………………………

………………………………………………………………………………………… dijemput hendra n dian………………………………………………………………………………………… go with them n ciprut………………………………………………………………………………………… rocket chicken………………………………………………………………………………………… tambal ban………………………………………………………………………………………… pom………………………………………………………………………………………… jemput bulik………………………………………………………………………………………… otw ponorogo………………………………………………………………………………………… mampir keluarga om budi at ngebel………………………………………………………………………………………… mampir durian at ngebel………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakabr…………………………………………………………………………………………

3 mei 19 jumat…………………………………………………………………………………………

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… pul………………………………………………………………………………………… dpmall nonton………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

2 mei 19 kamis…………………………………………………………………………………………

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… pul………………………………………………………………………………………… rahmat mranggen eror………………………………………………………………………………………… wrg………………………………………………………………………………………… alfa………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

1 mei 19 rabu…………………………………………………………………………………………

dpmall eror………………………………………………………………………………………… mana kofie………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

30 apr 19 selasa…………………………………………………………………………………………

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

29 apr 19 senen…………………………………………………………………………………………

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… café meet leli………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

28 apr 19 minggu…………………………………………………………………………………………

mpe smg dg selamat………………………………………………………………………………………… pijet………………………………………………………………………………………… mlm sk………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

27 apr 19 sabtu…………………………………………………………………………………………

mpe malang………………………………………………………………………………………… indomart………………………………………………………………………………………… polinema by gojek………………………………………………………………………………………… ujian penerjemah………………………………………………………………………………………… mall by gojk………………………………………………………………………………………… nonton………………………………………………………………………………………… makan………………………………………………………………………………………… nunggu travel………………………………………………………………………………………… otw smg by travel………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

26 apr 19 jumat…………………………………………………………………………………………

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… jumatan at unnes w mrf………………………………………………………………………………………… maksi at tco………………………………………………………………………………………… meeting at unnes w journal people………………………………………………………………………………………… pul………………………………………………………………………………………… safari darma raya by gojek………………………………………………………………………………………… otw malang………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

25 apr 19 kamis…………………………………………………………………………………………

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………

24 ap 19 rabu ……………………………………………………..

kampus………………………………………………………………………………………… rapat1………………………………………………………………………………………… rapat2………………………………………………………………………………………… potong rambut………………………………………………………………………………………… allahuakbar…………………………………………………………………………………………