some

 some

some of them get the kprogram

some of them get the pprogram

i dont get either of them

it hurts me a lot

it makes me in painful state

i dont like this feeling

i hate this situation

i wish i can make myself better

i promise i will do my best to improve myself

so he will think that i deserve all programs

then he wil give me a lot of programs

and i will be very happy

lately

 lately

i hate her so much

many times she didnt come

making mess all over

making me furious

give dirty to my eyes

i hate that

i hope she will not do that again

hope she come regularly

or maybe

hoping he will give me a new one

a very good one

that one that is wonderful being

thx u lord

 thx u lord

for your beautiful presnt

i am happy

and i hope your present will continuously come

again and again

i wish it is not one time wonder 

i promise i will be good

i wish i can be presentable before you

so you will love me

so you will give me gifts

like last night

wonderful gift

amazing gift

i did something wrong

 i did something wrong

stupid me

i am afraid

that they will not use me again

lets pray hard

that they will use me again

that they will forgive me

for all my mistakes

and i promise

i will work hard

to make all students clever

and to be patient toward them

as they are all special

as they all need special treatment 

i hope i can give them that

i wosh i can give them my all

with the help from him

5 jan 23 kamis

 

5 jan 23 kamis

wrg

kampus

satrio

wrg

kampus

alfa

mlmpijet

allahuakbar