mrs....

.......... i am busy.............. a lot of schedules.............. all are cramped.............. if you want to meet me.............. you take my schedule.............. not vice versa.............. i didnt lie.............. i did had plans.............. you take my schedule.............. you look it up.............. choose the one that you can fill it in ..............

all roads ar blue...

........... just like making you sad.............. they are blue.............. they polute my eyes.............. making me melow.............. just kidding.............. something appears.............. the sun of my days.............. the wannabe lover of mine ............................

on the way there.........

no cop......... find love......... no negative effect......... that are the hopes......... thx god......... it did happen......... all are safe......... lord is with me......... sorry if i cant entertain you......... sorry if dont like your stuff......... sorry if take a long time......... if there is next time.................. i hope i can be better........................................... may he help me always n....................................

my fav...

.............. lord................. did you tell him................. something weird................. i get a vibe................. or maybe it is just my imagination................. i love you with all my heart................. physically tho................. as i can only see from afar................. not having the courage to get closer yet................. assuming things................. work hard................. humble................. simple................. not having bad attitude ...............................

20 juli 19 sabtu..

.................... gym...................... toko petshop...................... pyl...................... potong...................... pul...................... wrg caf............................................ allahuakbar......................

19 juli 19 jumat..

.................... wrg...................... kampus...................... allahuakbar......................

18 jul 19 kamis...

................... wrg...................... kampus...................... bakso bujangan wi rempong...................... kampus...................... allahuakbar......................

17 juli 19 rabu....

.................. kampus...................... pulgasik...................... gym...................... superindo...................... allahuakbar...................... ......................

16 juli 19 selasa .

......................................... 16 juli 19 selasa...................... kampus...................... penjahit...................... allahuakbar......................

writing in journals..

............. the ones that has cooperation agreement with us............... up to now i cant write on my own journal............... as the rule says that the staffs of the journal will not have points............... if they write on their own journal............... but now we have agreement with some journals............... it is good for me, for us, for all............... i can write an article and submit it to them............... and it will have high opportunity to be published............... but it says that submitting there will cost some............... but i hope it is okay............... as by far i only submit to those two journals of my friend............... the free ones............... the ones that give me money for submitting articles............... but on the bright side............... i will have my articles on many different journals............... that is good............... that is so good .................................

owner of cafe..

............. weird............... suddenly appear from the back............... so the back is the house............... but i dont see his car at front............... i think the back is a connected part with a house............... and it has its own garage............... want that one in a way............... as it provides stability............... doesnt it............... want the next part to reopen again............... so it will be more people come and go............... but quiet is also good............... i can finish a lot of projects............... in the name of lord .................................

mrd............

the old one............ like to show off............ his collections............ his prime era............ power syndrom............ want to have power............ he said many times that he want to resign............ where is the prove............ he still exist up to now............ in the name of lord............ just give him a positive thinkings............ just send him positive energies ............

then i dont have a sincere heart.

........... when they ask me to be slave............ to translate their sciencetific texts............ yesterday i didnt have the sincere heart too............ when they make me slave again\............ to translate in the new place............ now i think i am willing to do it............ may lord give me permission............ but i want reward from him............ want that thing............ love related thing............ want that thing............ study related thing............

he comes.

............. lord.............. afraid to tell.............. you tell.............. lord.............. scared.............. lord.............. i love you.............. lord.............. i miss you.............. lord.............. i want to be close to you.............. lord i want to run to you .......................

the pageant things disturbed me then..

..................... it is disturbed me now....................... the dsturbance is the net....................... then it is like this....................... just realize it....................... i was always losing against it....................... in office....................... in mall.............................................. in cafe....................... lord....................... help me please....................... make me diligent....................... dont make me lazy....................... put me away from laziness....................... put me away from satanic laziness .........................................