They eat…………………………………………………

They talk about things………………………………………………… I don’t know………………………………………………… That is why I think bout it………………………………………………… They have another hroup chat………………………………………………… But it is ok………………………………………………… And about lunch………………………………………………… Lets follow their lead………………………………………………… Lets do what they do………………………………………………… And about the chat………………………………………………… Lets join another time………………………………………………… I didn’t join………………………………………………… As I am in my own head………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………… I do this a lot………………………………………………… Having things on my mind………………………………………………… That absorb me so good………………………………………………… That I leave the real world………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………… He will be in my head all the time………………………………………………… Guiding me the good path………………………………………………… Leading me the right way………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………… He will make me safe…………………………………………………

Ma…………………………………………………

Please don’t take me away from here………………………………………………… Lord………………………………………………… Please don’t take me away from here………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………… He will make me stay………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………… He will find a way for me to make me stay………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………… He will be good to me………………………………………………… He will be nice to me………………………………………………… He will find a colorful way for me………………………………………………… He will find a wonderful way for me………………………………………………… He will find an awesome way for me………………………………………………… He will find an amazing ay for me …………………………………………………

I hope ma doesn’t hold me back on all of this…………………………………………………

Lord tell me that all of this is good for me………………………………………………… Lord tell her that all of this is good for me………………………………………………… Lord I will work very hard to get all of this………………………………………………… Lord I will pray really hard to get all of this………………………………………………… Lord let me work hard to get all of this………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………… He will bless all of my efforts to get all of this………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………… He will help me in all my efforts to get all of this………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………… He will help me………………………………………………… He will make me successful………………………………………………… He will make me stay here in a good way …………………………………………………

Still jetlag…………………………………………………

Always wake up at midnight………………………………………………… Which is morning in home………………………………………………… In the name of lord………………………………………………… May he help me………………………………………………… If he allows………………………………………………… He will protect me………………………………………………… He is the greatest………………………………………………… He will make miracles………………………………………………… He will make me strong………………………………………………… He will make me healthy………………………………………………… He will make me safe …………………………………………………

Holy moly…………………………………………….

He sent it to the group……………………………………………. Lord……………………………………………. I got heat at first……………………………………………. But now I try to force myself to be calm……………………………………………. In the name of lord……………………………………………. All will be fine……………………………………………. If he allows……………………………………………. He will not give anything negative come out of it……………………………………………. He is the greatest……………………………………………. He will make miracles……………………………………………. All my relatives will be great …………………………………………….

my sock is missing…………………………………………….

I hope it is like in that place……………………………………………. The missing one here……………………………………………. Means that I will go back here……………………………………………. Or better……………………………………………. I will stay here……………………………………………. I will directly get the grants……………………………………………. And I will start my study immediately……………………………………………. In the name of lord……………………………………………. Those nice things will not just be an imagination……………………………………………. If he allows……………………………………………. I will never dare to force him……………………………………………. He is the greatest……………………………………………. He will make miracles……………………………………………. All of my wishes are blessed …………………………………………….

think positive on friends in group…………………………………………….

think positive for this place……………………………………………. think positive for the government……………………………………………. think positive for the awesome guide……………………………………………. think positive for the grants……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. all will be positive……………………………………………. if he allows……………………………………………. I will get them all positively……………………………………………. He is the greatest……………………………………………. He will make miracles……………………………………………. He will make all become positive …………………………………………….

mra feel nice…………………………………………….

he can be in the in between……………………………………………. being the bridge……………………………………………. between him and i……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. I hope he will be like this forever……………………………………………. Till this program end……………………………………………. And still doing this afterwards……………………………………………. If he allows……………………………………………. I will be able to handle all of this……………………………………………. My heart will be able to take all of this……………………………………………. He is the greatest……………………………………………. He will make miracles……………………………………………. He will bless the three of us …………………………………………….

cooking together…………………………………………….

learning to cook……………………………………………. they teach me……………………………………………. and mrb does great in cooking……………………………………………. feeling not compatible in group at first……………………………………………. feeling not compatible here at first……………………………………………. being him as perfectionist as fuck……………………………………………. but mra can serve him well……………………………………………. just like a bottle meet a cap……………………………………………. another is……………………………………………. that i think he is an asslicker……………………………………………. as the other is a very important person……………………………………………. just let it be……………………………………………. lets pray hard……………………………………………. really hard……………………………………………. in the name of lord……………………………………………. I will get along well with them……………………………………………. If he allows……………………………………………. They will be nice to me……………………………………………. He is the greatest……………………………………………. He will make miracles……………………………………………. We will be blessed by him …………………………………………….

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