again

 and i did it again

too mucch hurry

too much rush

too studpid

too much idiot

too many blanks

dear you

how come you do this to me again

i feel hopeless

it seems so hard

i try so hard to be good

i try so hard to be true

but you give me trouble

and trouble again

many problems

much hurdles

i cant handle it

thats what i think

it is hard

i am in pain

i am afraid

i cant pass this again

that will be painful

so much pain

will be hurtful

so much blood

bleeding all over my body

my heart

my brain