penipuan

i got cheated twice. the first i think it is usual. the second i got hurt very badly. the worst part is i consider myself punishable. now i want to be a positive man. i bellieve i am a very good person. i dont deserve to be cheated. i will force this thinking into my brain, into my mind, into my body. i will spread this aurA around me. thus it will effect everything surround me positively. thus the result is that there will be many positive things come towards me.