Long time ago i had a dream.

Now i have it again with different version. I take talent show and become famous. I get a famous partner. I can mingle with his fam and they accept me. And we live happily ever after. Another version of my dream is that i meet a western man in semarang and he becomes my partner. And we get married in holland. We build a business of boarding houses in some places in semarang. We live between here and there. But we are excited. And then it will be happily ever after Lately it is very difficult to have a partner. When i am married i believe their fam block me from getting one. Now i am divorced, who block me? Is it my fam? If it is true, i will be very angry to them. Is it god? If it is god, i think it is ok coz he knows what is best for me. I believe he blocks me from danger people who i want to try to meet. And i believe he saves the best one for me for the right time. So i determine to wait until he gives me the right one. And i determine to make myself better thus i deserve present myself before him. The whole time i live in this place i never talk to him. But i really have a crush on him. Just having his motorcycle be next to mine makes me very happy. Just touching his mc makes me very happy. Hope god listens to my prayer. If he is the one, hope god brings him closer to me.