If i have it on my own.......................

I will not come here....................... Maybe there is a reason why you ask me to come here....................... But still i hate you....................... Curse you....................... You always fail me....................... Watching him....................... So much to offer....................... What about me....................... I have nothing....................... Make me down....................... So bad....................... Are you still there god....................... Come to me....................... See me now....................... Come quick .......................