It frightens me…………….

What if I lose my mind……………. I think I am gonna lose my mind……………. But thx god……………. I finish the jobs……………. To buy that credit……………. And to purchase the power source……………. And I visit my old place……………. Thx god again……………. There is an empty seat……………. And I can do my things……………. Writing……………. A lot……………. And the memory comes……………. The ball game……………. The seller gets so excited……………. Got disturbed……………. But not……………. Just see it……………. Seize the moment…………….