My ear is ache……………………

My throat is ache…………………… What is happening to me…………………… What the hell…………………… I am breaking down…………………… Inside out…………………… Before …………………… I enjoy it a lot…………………… They are quiet…………………… Smart…………………… Listening to me…………………… I am happy…………………… They are happy…………………… This one…………………… Oh my god…………………… With the name of god…………………… Must be patient…………………… Scary…………………… With the help from god…………………… I curse you all…………………… To be good ……………………