Many times…………………..

I promise to myself………………….. That all has meaning………………….. There is something behind all that happen………………….. And I don’t know that meaning………………….. But I should believe that meaning………………….. And I should accept all………………….. That happen………………….. That way………………….. All will calm………………….. Heart will calm………………….. Heart will surrender………………….. Heart will accept………………….. But sometimes I forget………………….. Trigger by situation………………….. Get angry………………….. To all………………….. Make me dizzy………………….. Heart will not calm………………….. And all is destroyed………………….. Meanwhile………………….. In the end………………….. I will see………………….. In fact………………….. All runs well………………….. And in fact………………….. I should go through all that process …………………..